MICHIKO's { ♥ }

2010-11-26T21:32:00.002+08:00

BYE BYE BLOGGER.

I'M MOVING ON TO...

http://s-weetestnightmare.tumblr.com

2010-11-24T20:29:00.001+08:00

Hello everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I'm back again~

School holidays are eff-ing boring to the max.

Outings like crazy with Delphina.

But we're currently running out of places to visit!

Did manicure about a week ago.

It cost me $14, with 2 nail extension.

Got myself an eff-ing chio waterbottle! ^^

Cut the photos like crazy okay! -,-

Also got myself an eff-ing chio headphone! (^3^)v

Re-did my nails again as my nails were chipping off~

Then, re-did my nails once again since the plastic nails keeps falling off.

But I'm oh so lazy to take another photo.

So, this shall be it.

SS3 tickets sold out within 9mins.

Daebak?

Thank god I've gotten mine already~

Gonna get myself a poloroid with my pay for the warehouse sale.

So that I can use it for Beast and Joongki.

Then, find another job to get myself a LED board for SS3!

Beast and Joongki are coming to SG soon!

Gonna get Hyunseung bb a balloon!

HAHAHA~

Might be skipping Christmas party after I'm done with my part.

I REALLY NEED TO STALK JOONGKI!

Ah~ as for SuJu, I'll do anything just to see them! ^^

EUNWOOK FOR SUKIRA LATER!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I shall end my nonsense here~

BYEBYE!

2010-11-14T10:21:00.002+08:00

MORNING WORLD!

I'm like finally here to keep this blog alive!

Os has finally ended.

Cleared my cupboards.

Threw away almost everything.

A few more to go for later on~

Gonna throw away the cupboard soon too~

And also change my wardrobe!

Finally, set up my KPOP corner! (:

Dye-ed hair to brown, but it's not that obvious.

So I'm gonna re-dye it again.

Trying to think of when I should get myself the snug piercing and the star tatt.

Okay then, I'm gonna stop here and continue my drama~

Temporary 'school stuffs' corner.

They went into the rubbish chute~

My 'library' as usual.

Giving them away~

Temporary KPOP corner.

Currently finishing this drama~

2010-10-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

KPOP Night was awesome~

Karam's wave!

Hyungshik saw my board!

*screams*

Ah~ i shall stop spazzing.

Os have started, yet I'm not in the stressed mood yet.

Gonna keep this real short since I just posting to keep this blog alive.

Not feeling well today.

Thank god there wasn't any paper for me today.

Regarding Jjong's relationship, I think that antis are just being immature.

They should seriously grow up!

Its not as if they'll get to marry the artistes themselves. -,-

So stop living in your own fantasy and wake up.

Cause life ain't as sweet and it doesn't always go the way you want it to go.

Okays, BYEBYE!

2010-10-20T22:45:00.001+08:00

CONTENTED DAY. <3

SWEETSFORKPOPNIGHT PROJECT WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!

WE HAVE TO THANK ALL THOSE WHO HAVE SUPPORTED US,

AND ALSO OUR LOVELY CANDY MAKERS!

WITHOUT THEM, THIS PROJECT WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED!

BOTH ADMINS HAVE DECIDED TO USE HELIUM BALLOONS

TO GIVE OUR LOVELY BANDS THE PRESENTS!

HENCE, DO LOOK OUT FOR 7 HELIUM BALLOONS ON THAT DAY! ^-^

the 2 designs!

awesome much! ^-^

Bought awesome stuffs today!

One blue + orange lightstick bangle representing ZE:A and SHINee.

One yellow lightstick bangle representing FT Island.

ZE:A lightstick and the KPOPNight sweets! <3

Ah~ will update after KPOP Night. (:

p/s I will not post about JYJ's trip to Sg as i think that if I continue ranting, it would never end.

2010-10-15T11:56:00.000+08:00

Lovin' you, I had a dream. </3

Ah~ I know I've MIA-ed for quite some time...

Stupid school has been killing me.

Topped the class once again. (That's if you know what I meant.)

Moodswings are crazy lately.

I shall go get myself a new penknife blade.

Since, HanGeng's one is gone, I shall do one for JaeJoong?

That depends.

Okay, I feel as though I'm not talking any sense.

Whatever. -,-

Will get to see JaeJoong tmr. (:

Excited much, but I only wish that I can touch his hand.

Just like HyungShik's case. (:

^ envy much? Kekeke~

Okays, I'm bored!

So don't blame me for the camwhores. (:

Btw, we are currently selling customized sweets from MadeInCandy.

The theme is this year's KPOP Night Concert.

If you're interested, do check out www.stickysforkpopnight.tumblr.com

and also, check out www.twitter.com/stickyskpopnite for more information.

I'll be back...after tomorrow's showcase. (:

*Excited to hear JaeJoong's voice live*

2010-09-08T13:21:00.001+08:00

ONCE AGAIN, IM HERE! ^O^

KUKUP TRIP WAS WORST THAN EXPECTED!

BORING TTVM!

AUNTIES ARE ALL GOING GAGA OVER THE KARAOKE SYSTEM!

THANK GOD WE FINALLY GET TO WATCH LEE MINHO'S SHOW ON SATURDAY NIGHT. THE BEDS ARE...VERY VERY VERY BAD!

THEY HAVE THIS CHEAKING SOUND EVERY SINGLE TIME YOU MOVE, EVEN WHEN YOU SHIFT YOUR LEGS.

IT WAS SO FREAKING NOISY & COLD AT NIGHT THAT I COULDN'T HAVE A PROPER SLEEP.

ASIDE FROM THAT, FISHING AND PLAYING WITH FIREWORKS WAS RATHER FUN... JUST THAT THE FIREWORKS COST A BOMB! >,<

FOR MORE PHOTOS, VISIT MY FACEBOOK!

(ONLY FRIENDS ARE ABLE TO SEE THEM THOUGH)

&& I SUPER HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT IM GOING FOR ZE:A'S SHOWCASE!

CAT 1 SOMEMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(RUNS AROUND SCREAMING IN CIRCLES)

I SHALL LEAVE HOUSE AT 5AM AND CAM THERE TILL 1PM~

THEN STAND UNTIL 6PM! OMONA!

THEN, RUSH TO AIRPORT SOMEMORE!

(DIES AT THE THOUGHT)

&& I SHALL TRY TO HEAD OVER TO THE AIRPORT TMR NIGHT! ^O^

GAHH~ SPAZZING REALLY MAKES ME CRAZY!

ANWS, DO VISIT http://www.quote-yourprice.blogspot.com/ !

IM CLEARING MY INSTOCKS!

WHAT'S MORE, ITS QUOTE YOUR OWN PRICE!

EXCITED MUCH? THEN VISIT SOON!

I HOPE TO SEE MY INBOX WITH TONNS OF LOVE FROM YOUR GUYS! <3

2010-08-29T20:04:00.004+08:00

" Put on a fake smile "

Prelims are here. Exams once again. Sometimes I feel like skipping them, so that it saves me the fucking problem of revising and waking up early in the morning. But then again, the 2 assholes, who are my umma and appa, are trying to bribe me to at least get into a poly course so that they will sponser me for SuperShow3. /sighs

ZE:A's coming to SG soon. But the preorder of tickets ends today. /sighs Another disappointment. I'm really sorry, if only i saved up and if only they told us earlier! _l_ But no choice, for SuperShow3, I'd rather give up ZE:A. /sighs

Umma got me a Canon IXUS 105 in blue! And, I've just changed my phone recently! Yayness overload, but still...I've to admit that I was really fucking jealous when we went over to Hello! Shop. A girl, about P5~6 was getting a iPhone4! Like what the heck only!? /speechless I wonder who in the god damn mother fucking world invented 'money'?! Aish!

So far, the 1st 3 SuperShow3 concerts have been very successful ones! Glad to have been able to give live updates to our dearest ELFs.

thats all for today, shall post again after my trip to Kukoup. ^O^

If only you knew...

2010-08-14T22:53:00.007+08:00

AIN'T YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL

Sorry stalkers, haven't have the time to update. But, I'm back once again! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ School's been really shitty. Totally hating the fact of waking up early in the morning, going to school, having lessons and extra lessons. Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE. Or should I say, FUCK THE SCHOOL? I'm grateful for my dear CLIQUE and SISTERS for encouraging me to study and even going to school. I know I may sound stupid to some of you, but I really find no meaning in studying. TSK.

Enough of my rants. SuperShow3 started today! I swear I was going crazy back at home, staring at those live updates and tweeting them. The best part was the vegetables costumes for Cooking Cooking. Eunhyuk as Beansprout, Ryeowook as Tomato and Yesung as Brocoli. *excited for SS3 SG* Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Heechul, Ryeowook and Kyuhyun took their shirts off! *nosebleeds* But what caused my heart to break was the scars on Kyu's body. I can't imagine what I'll do if that happens for SS3 SG. Kibum was there! But he was only seated at the VIP seats. :( Another disappointment. I was still hoping to see Kibum in SG. T-T

I shall end here...Off to my fanfics! (:

If only I could tell you how much you mean to me.

` Prom15e to 13elieve & 10ve.

2010-08-04T15:46:00.004+08:00

CAUSE I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY DID I MAKE THE FUCKING EFFORT TO DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE ANWAYS!

How many stars in the sky?
The amount is as many as girls who has already confessed to EUNHYUK! ♥

2010-07-25T11:13:00.006+08:00

‎100514 ~ 100725 , I'll wait. Thank you for giving me the best moments of my life. ♥

MY EVERYTHING

The loneliness of nights alone

the search for strength to carry on

my every hope has seemed to die

my eyes had no more tears to cry

then like the sun shining up above

you surrounded me with your endless love

Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray

On bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams

are suddenly reality

you've opened up my heart to feel

a kind of love that's truly real

a guiding light that'll never fade

there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade

for the love you give it won't let go

I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me

the only one that sets me free

and you have made my soul complete

for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)

Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)

My life is yours alone (alone)

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)

When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)

Every night I pray (I pray)

On bended knee (on my knee)

That you will always be my everything

[almost spoken:] Every night I pray

down on bended knee

that you will always be

my everything

oh my everything

2010-06-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

Once again, I'm back~

It's the 21st of the month again.

Here I am, wishing and hoping that I'll forget you.

But all the things that you do are making me unable to do so.

Now I wish that I've never met you.

I wish that I've never spoken those words to you.

I wish that I've never daydream about you.

I wish that I've never hope to hear your sweet voice.

I wish that I could just forget you,

and make sure you disappear from my world,

and never be seen in my life again.

I can't help but think of those stupid quarrels we had.

Those stupid promises that we made to each other.

Those times when I wished that my dream will come true.

So now that we are nothing to each other,

you wish for another girl to appear.

A girl that is a SMART AHLIAN.

SO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO MEAN?!

YOU SAID THAT YOU HATED PEOPLE WHO SAY PROFANITIES.

YOU SAID THAT YOU COULDN'T TOLERATE THEM.

AND HERE YOU ARE,

LOOKING FOR A SMART AHLIAN?

YOU SHOULD SERIOUSLY GO FUCK YOURSELF!

I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHY IN THE GOD DAMN FUCKING WORLD DID I FALL FOR YOU!

I MUST HAVE BEEN BLIND!

OR SHOULD I SAY, MY HEART WAS BLIND!

KNNBCCB,

YOU HAD BETTER NOT LET ME SEE YOU IN MY WORLD EVER AGAIN!

'CAUSE WITHOUT YOU,

MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO MUCH BETTER!

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My rants shall stop there.

As for now, I would like to wish my RYEOWOOKIE OPPA

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

SAENGILCHUKA HAMNIDA

SARANG HANUEN WOOKIE AHH

SAENGILCHUKA HAMNIDA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM RYEOWOOK!

MAY YOU TURN CUTER EVERY SINGLE SEC,

EVERY SINGLE MIN, EVERY SINGLE DAY!

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE ETERNAL MAGNAE! <3

&& I HOPE YOU RECIEVED OUR PARCEL! (:

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Lastly, DEEPEST SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO WAS THERE THAT NIGHT!

I'M SO SORRY THAT I HAD TO LEAVE SO DAMN EARLY!

I PROMISE TO BU CHANG YOU ALL THE NEXT TIME! (:

Okays~ my blogpost shall end here~

2010-06-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

If only you understand how i feel...

Deepest sorry to my dear readers.

Due to the fact that my lappy has been confiscated,

my usb wire is not working,

and my desktop giving me problems,

I've not been able to update.

Since now that I'm back,

I'm gonna post everything.

But I promise to keep it short and sweet.

*prepare to let your com load for sometime*

22 May 2010

Over to cousin's chalet at Pasir Ris.

Got some coupons from cousin and went roaming around.

Spoilt for choice as there were too many games.

Chose to have teabreak at CoffeeBean.

Had Mudpie and WhiteChocolateIceBlended for free!

Headed back to chalet for BBQ while more relatives arrived.

Eat, slacked, talked, drank.

Most of the relatives left and the rest of us went to wash up.

Had a h2h talk with aunt before heading to bed.

23 May 2010

Headed out to Changi for breakfast!

Had the yummy PorkChopHorFun!

Head back to chalet aftermath.

Changed and went over to WildWildWet.

Crazy times.

Went back to chalet for lunch and head back to WildWildWet.

Back to chalet at around 5pm.

Washed up and had dinner.

Homed aftermath.

28 May 2010

Studied at aunt's house before heading out.

Adrian's house warming.

Met ZhaoJun and headed over to Adrian's house.

MsToh was there! :o

Ate, slacked, onlined, guitarhero-ed and homed.

Guys are guys.

30 May 2010

Had tution at 4.30pm.

Mummy came to fetch me after tution.

Headed over to IKEA for dinner.

Bought some stuffs aftermath and headed home.

31 May 2010

Outing with JiaHui`Dear.

Headed over to FarEast for shopping.

Got myself a pair of earrings and a set of bangles!

02 May 2010

Went out with IvanC to Bra Basah to get some stuffs.

Got myself a blue board and some paint.

Went home and started making my fanboard.

04 May 2010

Headed down to BugisMRT in a cab.

Got stuck in a jam, causing my cab fare to be 15buck! _l_

Went to queue for the newspaper stuff.

Got a can of coffe instead of the showcase ticket.

There goes my 35bucks!

05 May 2010

Outing with JiaHui`Dear.

Went over to 313 and OC for a walk.

Then to Funan for StarFest.

Saw ZhiHao & Aiiki there! :D

Then headed over to Ajunied for dinner with aunts & cousins.

*warmdieme*

Homed aftermath.

06 May 2010

*A day that I will not forget*

Headed down to CommonwealthMRT to buy my ticket from a seller.

Cabbed down to MarinaBaySands.

Queued alone, went through the whole event alone.

But still, I'm happy that I saw SuJu live.

*Most of the photos are uploaded on my facebook.

*Picture credit to myself, please DO NOT rip/edit.

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Sometimes, I just can't stop my tears from falling.

Not that I missed you, but...

I don't even know the answer myself.

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I shall post until here.

EUNHAE! YESUNG! RYEOWOOK!

"Baby boys, SARANGHAE!"

2010-05-19T21:30:00.003+08:00

edited on 21 May, 12.43am

Sunday, 16 May.

Cousin came to fetch me.

Went to Sentosa to get my Victoria Secrets BodySplash. (Thanks!)

Then drove over to Yishun.

Cousin-in-law sibeh aizai luhs!

Driving at 100km/h all the way.

Tsk, Tsk, Tsk!

Cousin and I alighted at some shopping mall while cousin-in-law went somewhere.

Got bubbleteas and 甜不辣.

Shopped awhile and went over to Ishi Mura to get sushis for dinner.

Cousin went crazy and bought 5boxes of 20sushis.

Headed over to Popular to get 'Burned'. (Thanks!)

Then went over to Mustafa to fetch Mummy.

Headed home after that.

Tuesday, 18 May.

Outing with Sisters.

Went Illuma at around 11plus.

Met Sally`Sweety and Jiahui`Dear.

Sweety JuBeat awhile before heading over to BugisJunction.

Had Yoshinoya for lunch.

Went for Neoprints then to BugisStreet.

Walked around and then back to Illuma to slack.

Headed back to BugisStreet to get my school bag & Sally`Sweety's handbag.

Headed over to Chinatown with Sally`Sweety while Jiahui`Dear went home.

Got KOI and headed back home.

Credits to Sally`Sweety for the last 4 pictures.

Wednesday, 19 May.

Skipped school.

Headed down to Chinatown for KOI.

Then to PlazaSing to meet Adrian and Madeline`Aiai.

Went for a walk with Adrian while waiting for Madeline`Aiai.

Madeline`Aiai arrived and went in search for Wanlin's birthday present.

Instead, this girl went to stalk people. >,<

Bought Wanlin's present and head of to Cathay to meet the rest.

Had NipponMura Buffet for lunch.

Super filling!

Headed back to PlazaSing for a walk.

Got some stuffs and headed back home.

Made chocolates again (requested by birthday girl).

What should i get for my beloved Sweety and Brother?

2010-05-09T23:01:00.001+08:00

SCREWED.

First of all, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

Woke up at around 10plus.

Had breakfast bought by daddy. *THANKS*

Anime-ed awhile before heading to Tiong.

Actually wanted to get my Burned.

But Popular was still closed.

Hence, I got acash.

Head over to blk107 for haircut.

It turns out to be a little shitty, but relatives said that it was nice. -,-

Had KOI grassjelly milktea from cousin! *THANKS*

A little bit of snacks from aunt & crabs from daddy.

Homed aftermath.

Wondering what I got for my mum?

I got her 2 whole pizzas that cost me $22.90!

And her reaction was "wah, like that only uh?"

WTF?! Its like to most expensive Mothers' Day present I've ever got for her eh!??!?

Fine, fine. I shall stop ranting...

Photos...

Pizzas & the receipt. We waited for 1h 15mins before they arrived with the pizzas. ><

Now my fringe looks like bangs. SCREW! >,<

KOI grassjelly milktea! Yummy ttm! ^^v

I shall end here...

Heartbreaker.

2010-05-05T23:13:00.003+08:00

GONE FOR GOOD .

You'll never fail to make me smile.

I want to talk to you, but I don't know what to say! FML! D:

What will you do if you recieved an sms saying "I'm sorry. ByeBye." ?

For once, this flashed through my mind.

I'm just sick and tired of waking up so damn early and end up being late for school.

I just don't see the point of going to school.

Like duhh!

Why can't the government like just sell the books and have the exams at the end of the year.

In that way, it'll save up a lot of space and also won't waste everyone's time.

Tsk...

Except for the 'friend-making' part, there's nothing interesting about going to school okay! -,-

Perhaps there was really a huge change in me as what my friends have said.

I used to be the 'teacher's favourite pet'.

And what am I now?

Known to be late all the time, not submitting homeworks,

failing of tests most of the time and sometimes even not turning up for school.

I don't even know what to do with myself.

Everytime I start studying, my mind drifts off - thinking about other stuffs.

I hate to say this, but I DON'T WANT TO STUDY! _l_

Apparently, there is no such thing as FOREVER.

I remembered saying 'Once a SISTER, forever a SISTER'.

But it doesn't turns out that way.

Yah yah, I recieved grunts from many people about this incident.

But somehow, I just find it a waste of time.

Tolerating things that I don't like, having a fuss about being put aeroplane.

Some things just have to end.

Thinking back, I remembered going for the personality course.

(Thanks to Sweety uh.)

Some stupid personality I've got.

I can't concentrate when there is noise.

I'm talkative (only to those closer to me).

And some other shits that I don't really remember.

I used to think that the talkative part wasn't true.

But it turned out to be true.

Also, I think that I have a bloody bitchy attitude.

Blah, whatever.

Accept it or not, this is the way I am.

Ohh and I found a character that I'm really interest to cosplay.

But then again, M.O.N.E.Y.

Fuck luhs, I'm currently short of cash after blogshopping all the time.

Crap. However, I shall show you guys the photo.

I know she's cute! ^^v

Alrights, I shall end here.

How I wish I could just drop dead right nows.

2010-05-02T23:10:00.004+08:00

DREAMS COME TRUE .

Back to post after god knows how long.

This shall be a picture spam post, therefore please be patient for the photos to load.

15 April, Thursday .

Went to meet mummy at CitySquareMall for dinner.

Had yummy bento if I'm not wrong.

Homed after that.

16 April, Friday .

Left school early as I wasn't feeling well.

17 April, Saturday .

Happy Birthday to cousin.

Went NSRCC for his chalet.

Blah Blah Blah.

Pooled for awhile but the pool table & cue stick sucks!

Talked on the phone with Sally`Sweety & JiaHui`Dear.

*Thanks for entertaining me!*

Absolut Tropics cocktail was nice!

So was the Cream Puffs & Chocolate Eclairs.

But, don't ever mix Absolut with FnN Drinks. It totally sucks! ><

Homed at around 10plus.

18 April, Sunday .

Went over to VivoCity to get my perfume.

GreatWorldCity in the evening to get my lip gloss & necklace. :)

23 April, Friday .

Outing with Delphina`Sweetheart, Nigel & Madeline`Aiai.

Went PlazaSing for JustAcia.

Nigel went off for his tution & the rest of us shopped for awhile before heading home.

30 April, Friday .

Metup with Delphina`Sweetheart & Madeline`Aiai.

Went Central to get Sticky.

LiangCourt's StarBucks to study.

Left at 5plus & walked around.

Homed aftermath.

Left house at around 7pm.

Met mummy & daddy & CitySquareMall for dinner.

Spent 115bucks. FUCK!

& thanks mummy for the star necklace! ^^

1 May, Saturday .

Outing with Sally`Sweety.

Went Queensway to get my tongue stud.

195-ed to SingaporeFlyer for POPEYE'S offer.

Spent 10bucks! But it was worth it.

Sweety is a MONSTER cans?!

She managed to finish all 5 pieces of chicken ehh!

*Stunned*

Marina for window shopping & homed aftermath.

HeartsMONSTERouting ttvm! <333

I shall end here.

Monga with Delphina`Sweetheart tomorrow followed by study session! ^^v

2010-04-14T19:44:00.005+08:00

Wedding Dress

I'm finally back. Lazy to blog nowadays so I shall be tweeting most of the time.

Festivo@BM last Saturday. Arrived at school at 7am to do some last minute prep.

Helped out at class booth for 2 hours before going for the cosplay.

Overrall, it was kinda fun making friends.

However, the bad weather spoilt everything.

In the end, I didn't get to take photo with AIDOU SENPAI! :(((((
Saddieme.

Credits to Adrian for the photo above!

Chemistry pratical for almost all the chemistry lessons.

I think we are going to die 10 years earlier than others as we are breathing in Sulfur Dioxide!

However, I think that everytime there is chemistry pratical, our class seem to have bonded closer!

Thanks to L.A.L. for releasing us late(like so damn late!) so that we would all be late for the next class.

Finally a day out.

Went Vivo with sweetheart to have lunch.

Shopped awhile & I got my 'Angels & Demons'.

Homed at about 5+.

Thats all bahhs.

Should I or should I not?

Credits to Sweety for the photo above!

2010-03-28T13:21:00.001+08:00

Already gone .

Back from Hat Yai trip.

To sum up, it was quite fun.

Exploration 3 yesterday as CCA candidate.

Overall, it was quite fun compared to hiking as a ex3 candidate.

More slacking session, disturbing people while they are chionging their hike logs,

stalking people while they are lost, more road trips! :)

Maybe we were not meant to be.

Pictures uploaded on facebook.

2010-03-17T16:04:00.002+08:00

Sick & tired of everything .

Insane bitch's diary,

life sucked pretty badly. scored 2 passes out of seven subjects.

nagging & complains from parents & teachers.

promised myself that i'll work harder & not be sucha brat.

sweety was away in m'sia till just, when i recieved her sms.

missed her to the max. );

no outings recently, hence a boring life.

basically, thats all bahs.

I don't seem to understand myself anymore.

what is it that i want?

why is it that other are able to do it while i can't.

sucha fucked up life i have, messing up everything.

FML.

Just learn to let go, if you think its better for both parties.

No point forcing it when it doesn't make both parties happy.

Cause in life, THERE IS NO NEED FOR GUYS TO ALLOW A GIRL TO LIVE.

2010-03-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

Fake a smile .

meeting on saturday.
flunked drill3 & CCA hike.
helping out for coming ex3.
sumo house for lunch with minchin, gloria & juniati.
pool at safra with minchin & gloria aftermath.
homed.

woke up at 3.45am on sunday.
cabbed down NTSS with minchin.
OCBC cycle.
was late & we only cycled for 100m.
ECP aftermath for the 20km cycle.
an accident occurred, blahblahblah.
macdonalds for lunch.
played UFO machine with minchin.
left ECP.
on the way, another accident.
homed, washed up.
went bmc to meet sally.
had a heart to heart talk.
mac for her fries & ice cream.
kfc for my craving of fried chicken.
homed.

monday sucked.
was suppossedly to comfort jo, instead i broke down.
FUCK!
left school at 3.45pm as i have totally no mood for lessons.
homed.
glad that both of them are alright.
TAKECARES! (:

today was bullshit!
woke up early in the morning feeling all wierd.
decide to skip school as i still don't have the mood to study.

apparently, that's all.

2010-03-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

Immature sixteen.

Had a great sixteenth birthday celebration. MOF for dinner with 1/2 clique + classmates.

Crazy time after dessert was served. THANKS ALOT UH, WANLIN!

When to shop around for Ivan's & Michelle's present smelling all chocolaty! ><

Was flooded with presents when i arrived at school.

First was AHMALA with...

THANKYOU!

Then it was JOCILLE & WENDY with...

THANKYOU!

Next was IVAN with..

THANKYOU!

Followed by CHARISSA, WANLIN & SARAH with...

THANKYOU!

Lastly, it was DELPHINA & MADELINE with...

THANKYOU!

Also, not forgetting those who wished my a HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!

Via SMS :

Delphina, Sarah, Adrian, Madeline, ZhengHao, Sally,

Wita, Ahmala, Wanlin, Sharon, Mum's friend.

Via wishing :

Mummy, Daddy, Ahmala, ZhengHao, Luqman, Pearl, ShiMei, Ivan, Mr Satwant,

Charissa, Sarah, HsinShu, ZhaoJun, Evan, XueWen, Irene, Jiamin, Yanlin,

Lowell, WenYi, Meliza, Sally, JiaHui, Some sec1s, Mrs Mabel Ng,

Mum's friends.

Via Facebook, Tag :

YiJun, Juniati, WanLin, DiPern, Sarah, MunYee, Sally, Angela,

Joshua, Davin, Kenny Cousin, Hermann, Joyce, Sharmeen, KeMing,

Irene, Jomains, Mareen, Trang, Bavani, Lowell, WenTing,

JingGuang, JiaMin, ShiMei, Gloria, Hureen, JiaHui, Margaret.

THANKYOUU!!!!

Went for CCA. (Ima sucha good girl, going for CCA even though its MY birthday!)

Went Queensway to get my tragus repierced.

I SWEAR I'LL NVR PIERCE AT BLUEZ AGAINS!!! _l_

got a new tragus stud, so gonna throw away that old, lame stud. 4bucks flew! ><

p/s thanks dear for accompanying me to queensway!

Homed aftermath. Washed up & head over to Maritime House for dinner.

Had a wonderful, humongous piece of New Zealand Ribeye!

(p/s it was so humongous that i couldn't finish it!)

Had cake for dessert, thanks mummy for getting my cake! (:

The best damn sixteenth ever in the god damn world!! (:

2010-03-01T23:33:00.014+08:00

Baby just say goodnight.

Crazy weekend.
Outings with dear (<3 much)
Jurong Point for a walk on Saturday.
Got ourselves handphone charms.
Homed at 6pm.
Washed up.
Off to TBCC for dinner.
BORING TTM!
Homed at 11pm.
Wisma to collect my phone on Sunday.
Shaw House aftermath for lunch.
Changi Airport after that.
Got DEAR her birthday present. (Now I want mine!)
Suntec for change of bus.
Homed at 6pm.
MOF tmr with clique+++.

I SO LOVE CHUAJIAHUI TO BITZX!

2010-02-21T23:06:00.003+08:00

Bad moodswings.

Have you ever

Graduated High School.

Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing. (I'm so damn addicted to it!)
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school/class.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library. (Who would steal from a library? -,-)
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Fired a gun.
Had an online diary blog.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo. ( I want one!!!)
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s. (In primary oneee~)
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

Got so bored that i did the quiz on XUEWENZ's blog.

Okays, I'm so not gonna waste my time blogging bout every single thing that happened these few days in this blogpost.

Firstly, CNY sucked. (except for the clique outing part)
Watched Percy Jackson & the lightning thief with clique.
Had some crazy time at iluma at midnight.
Went to get my new specs done, collecting it on wednesday.
My ankle has not recovered after what it seems lyk a million years.
Its founder's day tmr & im not at all prepared.
There is school tmr but i have not studied for my physics test & did not do any of my homeworks!
Lastly, I've lost all my hopes on relationship. THANKS ALOT! -,-

thats all .

2010-02-12T22:04:00.003+08:00

Run baby run .

hellos people, i back agains . Lazy to really blog, so i shall put em in point form .

sprained my stupid right ankle on tuesday .
off to chinatown for chinese physcian .
dinner w/ daddy aftmath .
pon-ed school on wednesday as my ankle still hurts like crap !
back to school on thursday .
went queensway w/ 'couple to get my 7th, 8th & 9th piercing .
'couple bought contacts .
bought bubble tea & homed aftermath .
meetups w/ scouts at outram mrt .
cny reunion dinner at some tze char stall >< .
games around chinatown .
some bought bubble tea while me & 'couple went to get slurpy .
homed aftermath .
made chocolates for today .
went to school early .
some stupid, boring cny celebration .
off to tiong to get my valentines present by _____ . THANKS (:
ngee ann city for seoul garden w/ clique .
cineleasure to look for Adrian's flip flops .
got clique jelly bangles (A.K.A. sex bands for clique) .
slacked awhile & homed .
****I HAVE MILLIONS & MILLIONS OF HOMEWORK (inclu. due-d ones)****

photos for now.

that's all .

2010-02-08T19:17:00.011+08:00

What's yours, is yours.

If you love it, let it go.

If it's yours, it'll come back.

If it doesn't, it never was.

- Fendi's blog.

Blogged.

2010-02-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

No I can't quit , you're my bad habit .

Speechless.

Dear, I'm so damn sorry bout yesterday. Bad moodswing. :(

2010-01-29T21:15:00.005+08:00

Trying to forget you,

but you just won't leave my mind. :(

Abandoned, Im crying. It's like you left me for dead. </3

First things first, boring days at school. I bet I flunked both e & a maths. I hope not for physics. Have been screwing up homework lately. Have been stacking up a maths homework, so are chinese & social studies. Bad moodswings these few days, maybe because of him. But anyways, life has been pretty boring & meaningless. But nevertheless, life has been pretty interesting since i found some things to do. WHICH IS KP PEOPLE~~ :DD

VICTIM NO. 1: LOUIS, stop thinking that we were there as maids, cause we are not. FYI, we are doing service. campfire pit, we do. moving of those FUCKING heavy benches, we do. guarding the firepit, we do. adding firewood, we do. kena kpkb, WE ALSO DO. so...WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? since you think its easy doing all these stuffs, why not you people do it. The whole GODDAMN campfire was like SHIT! not even 1/10 compared to 23EAGLES. -,- Also, do you have to point out all the bad points in front of others? do you have to pull people down? you must be glad that it wasn't me who u pulled down. or else...IDK WTF i will do. thats all for you. please do some soul searching. (:

VICTIM NO. 2: GOH WEI CHENG, if you are so GODDAMN FUCKING unhappy with us me, stop blogging like some small kid. Just come out and talk to me, provided if you have the guts. But i doubt so, cause you don't even dare to look at me into the eye. Ohh, and what's with the 'WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO PUNISH US' attitude? You think only you have the GODDAMN FUCKING ATTITUDE?! I'm just trying not to pull those who have the potential & those who have self-disciplined people down. Don't you make me explode during meeting. Or else...IDK WTF I will do. I don't give a damn if tyh or any other teachers saw it, or even the principal. So...you had better know where you are standing and stop showing me your LANJIAO attitude. Don't try to say I've got no discipline or respect, cause my self-discipline & self-respect is way better than you do. For goodness sake, go do some soul-searching.

Alrights, enough of rantings. Have been addicted to the song 'Babysteps' by Varsity. It totally rocks! (: Also, I have written a song, with all my feelings inside. I hope someone can help me find the tune for this song. ><
Thats all.

2010-01-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

I'll live better than you do. (:

nothing much happened in school recently. SP open house on idk when. boring + damn tour guide went MIA. tests & tests. have been studying like some mad dog. -,- passed emaths test, failed physics test. RAWRHH! but anyways, there will be a retest idk when. but whatever lahhs. went bra basah to study with study clique! darn fun day out lahhs! :DD except for the part that the stupid macdonalds manager that cme over & chased us out. dumbdumb manager. so many people studying there then only ask us to get out. WTF!? went queensway with dear to get my tragus pierced yesterday but sad to say, my mum found out. CIAOOO! whatever. going to henry park tomorrow for camp. i think we'll be running it. :o whatever luhhs. i just hope that there won't be arrogant bastards agains.

dear, thanks for being there when i need you to. LOVEDIEYOU!

aiai, thanks for being there when im down & needs your advice. LOVEDIEYOU too!

yihui friend, thanks for being my listener. LOVEDIEYOU too!

I'll make you regret your decision.

2010-01-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

days, weeks, months, years have passed. but nothing of what i expected. i ain't the pampered kind of girl, neither am i the perfectionist when it comes to this. maybe it's because of our differences and our way of thinking. but since being together doesn't make us happy, then letting you go would be a better option.

tonns of things happened recently, working like some no life-rs, chionging animes, chalets, meetings, outings, school start. FTW lahh!

screw this fucking bitch! come into the shop & kpkb. macham limbu dulan u die! i'll make sure you bloody fucking apologise to me. u think what? people working there are your maids ah? need serve you tea bohhs? wake up lah aunty! how old already? i scared i poke you only your bones shatter lah horh! you think GMPS sibeh dua siboh? just a piece of shyt! you want people serve you nicely then talk properly lah! macham u think you never shout people cannot hear you ah? WTF?!

anyways, i've made many new friends and we'll stay in contact alrights? :D

christmas celebration on 24th at JOY's house. steamboat, camwhore, played pool, exchanged gifts, ghost stories. christmas BBQ 2days later with relatives. suckish ttm. arrived there with cousin's friends all over. RAWRHH!! slacked, went back home to get some stuffs, chatted with aunt, IRENE & gang arrived to entertain me! :D they went cycling while i scootered all the way! WTHH!! after that, couple biked with YUKAI & WEEHAW. crazy peoples! ate abit and went off to city square. shopped awhile while waiting for mummy to knock off. had dinner & homed.

absent: IRENE, MARY & HER COUSIN.

23eagles leaders retreat aftermath. crazy days! managed to learn cycling within an hour with so many people around, but none was paying attention with what i was doing. >< willy & co. was busy trying to throw stones into the tree hole while i was trying to balance on the bike with screwed chain >< but nevertheless, i managed to learn it & went cycling with the rest of them. totally insane route for beginners, but it was FUN! ^^

managed to get 15 mosquito bites, and some sandfly-bites.

meetup with JIAHUI on 31st. slacked at her house & had some heart to heart talk. joined cousins aftermath for countdown as JIAHUI was tired. -,- boring lahhs. every year the same, find some place to watch fireworks, drive off somewhere for supper at 1++am & then home.

school started, crappy stuffs.

cut hair & tada!

see the difference? :DD

camwhores!

thats all bahhs! nites!

2009-12-22T01:17:00.001+08:00

christmas party on 19th.

went NEWTOWN early for ex3 briefing.

helped XinLing wrapped presents.

when everyone arrived, we collected our troop tees.

then set off to orchard for Amazing Hunt.

bloody tiring.

chiong every check point like crazy.

end point was at BMC.

had pizzas & KFC for dinner.

'Who wants to be a millionaire' aftermath.

stupid question!!

"Who is Jacob Black's Lover?"

& guess what, their correct answer is Renessmee.

WTF?!?!

ITS BELLA SWAN OK!!
HE HAS ONLY IMPRINTED ON RENESSMEE!!

dewei crapped aftermath.

gifts exchange and homed.

called baby and asked if he wants to go for a movie.

but then i have ex3 the next day.

so...its cancelled.

EXPLORATION3.

shall just upload photos.

shall end here.

IM JUST SO DISSAPOINTED.

2009-12-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

its been so damn long since i posted.

alrights, i shall start with optimist level one test!

not bad actually, did manoverboard twice. ><

stupid triangle route && 420's training.

guess what, i thought that the most outer mark was for us.

so i sailed there and in the end got whistled back! ><

basically, I PASSED! :D

and as usual, suntec for dinner before going home.

CCA - exploration4 1 day after.

had no clue how to sail mirror.

but its quite easy lahh.

nice wind on the last part of the 1st day & whole of 2nd day!

manage to hike out like crazy!!

started work on 2nd.

damn screwed!

all thanks to aunty's complain + nagging + scolding at me everyday!

in the end, because of one fucking lunch, i ran to the back and cried for god knows how long!

_l_

off day today!

went over to queensway to meet jiahui.

went finding for zippo lighters & had a damn disgusting lunch!

orchard central aftermath for my tongue piercing.

decided for super long.

all thanks to the shop owner's & jiahui's persuasion, i pierced.

313, orchard point, centrepoint in search for HER zippo lighter.

in the end, didn't find any. ><

went over to somerset MRT to check my ez-link card.

& guess what, i need to replace my god damn card!

went over to tiong for replacement and homed.

screw lah!

skipped dinner.

stupid stud keeps blocking my way!

RAWRHHS!!!

so...no dinner for today.

i hope tomorrow will be better!

i wan porridge!!!

ARGHHHHHH!!!!

screw my tongue!!

2009-11-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

" SMOKED PERFECTION "

; FENDI'S

shall blog about class chalet 1st.

metup at tiong's NTUC at 1245.

changed destination to vivo's GIANT due to NTUC having too little stuffs.

paid & went over to taxi stand.

darn queue was darn long.

so went over to harbourfront.

bought a pair of slippers cause my slippers was darn slippery.

then went back to vivo again cause the taxi stand over there only allows 4 person per cab.

in the end, we took the 40bucks cab over to downtown.

the others came over to help us carry the stuffs back to chalet.

slacked & started the BBQ.

Mr Tan & Ms Toh came.

played poker, on9-ed, watched tv, murderer & dectective.

suddenly, at 3am the manager (i think) came over to knock on our door!

kpkb luhs. then played awhile more before going to bed.

woke at at 5am due to zhenghao & alvin singing songs!

CIAOOOO!!!

went back to sleep in the end.

woke up at 7plus.

had breakfast + lunch at kopitiam at 12?

planned to go over to escape.

but it was closed.

so went back to chalet & slack.

rented bikes and biked over to white sands for dinner at 9.

back to chalet in ms toh's car.

daidi & off to bed while the rest went cycling.

woke up at 7plus.

on9-ed & packed up.

shower & bussed to white sands while the rest went to return their bikes.

breakfast at mac & bussed 5 to bmc & 167 home.

ps. this is how ivan looked lyk on the 1st night!

cousin's wedding dinner ytd.

so damn boring.

*rubs eye*

was busy spamming sms to everyone yesterday night.

BABY's finally back from thailand! :D

ohh! and the result of boredom? CAMWHORE! :D

chartered bus home after that.

reached home at around 12am.

wash up & off to bed.

job interview was successful!!

gotta start work tomorrow.

26th - sailing test

27th - exploration 4 briefing

28th-29th - exploration 4

end here peopleee!! D:

2009-11-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

konbanwa .

a quick post here before i crash.

NSC for sailing today.

was late once again.

owe 50 push ups.

lessons on theory part.

launch 2 boats for capsizing.

damn the boat for going too far out! ><

back on shore for lunch, then launched 7 boats.

i was with zhi chun in the last boat.

thanks to the weather that was too good,

the boom keep swinging & zhi chun was tacking.

so after swoping sides for the boom,

the sail wasn't sheet in & in hit right smack at my face & i fell off the boat!

& whats great news was that zhi chun was still laughing like some crazy guy

& spreading the news like wildfire!

=.=

then we went for solo sailing.

once again, i got my face hit by the boom.

but luckily this time, i didn't fall off.

head back on shore due to rainy weather.

showered and chao geng-ed.

had instant noodles together with wendz & cille ;D

then, went back den for dewei's 'speech'

jeffery's car to bus stop aftermath.

bussed to suntec.

aunty anne's for some snacks then to face shop for nail polish spam.

otaku house for a look then to basement to look for th guys.

walked to SG flyer & crapped with wendz & cille.

bussed 195 to city hall then 197 homed.

dinner & now blogging. ;D

end here bahhs. need to sleep early & wake up early tmr.

CIAO!

2009-11-15T10:17:00.000+08:00

St. Anthony's Primary for service & campfire.

bunch of naughty kids.

arrived, had a school tour.

start working on banners for my team.

drew, erase, colour, tear paper, glue 'em, scotch-tape

while the cub scouts were playing with god knows what stuffs.

in the end, their leader came down & they got scolded.

O.o

had lunch, crazy peeps all in one table

& the result is all laughing like crazy people!

back to 'work' aftermath.

damn cub scouts for trying to action in front of other scout units.

but it was fun overrall!

song sessions and went to change into uniform.

shifted chairs afterwards in the MPH & was released for dinner.

didn't had dinner cause the food looked kinda wrong. O.o

campfire finally started while me & minchin was sitting at the reception booth.

we sat there throughout the whole damn campfire except the part where we ran over to our unit.

-,- ran for nothing.

chartered bus to newtown.

xiaohui's dad's lorry homed after that.

THANKS FOR THE RIDE. ^^

thats all bahh~~ :D

2009-11-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

" if only everything is going

the way i wanted."

40th anniversary campfire advance party on friday.

was almost late,

thanks to margaret & sharmeen for alighting only at the next bus stop.

did tonns of stuffs.

but mainly, sewing!

sew till the skin of my fingers came off.

but it was a fun experience.

climbing onto chairs which are on top of tables.

then sewing while unable to see whether if it was coming out alright on the other side.

laughed lyk crazy.

basically, did most of the stuffs.

bathe time, & we couldn't find a proper toilet. ><

in the end, we used the toilet beside the field! weets!^^

the day of campfire,

just a few hours before everyone arrives,

we were all busy lyk bees!!

running from place to place.

typing, printing, cutting, pasting, sorting, changing, preparing.

darn crappy!

but nevertheless, it was a great campfire!

*mayb except for the refreshments part where DEWEI complain! ><*

yupps.

the day after campfire,

area cleaning, mass meeting, dismissal for non-committee members.

then, DEWEI started his 'short' meeting.

from 1 till 3 in the afternoon.

KAP after that for macdonalds lunch.

bussed home aftermath with JOCILLE! :D

end here bahhs,

i don't understand myself anymore.

2009-11-04T22:35:00.007+08:00

“别再哭了，多不值得.

有时失去也是一种获得.”

300th post.

bridging has already started. boring lessons as usual.

NEWTOWN for campfire preparation.

painted the roof for LEONGWAI thrice!

1st one was black, but it didn't match the backdrop.

2nd one was with leaves, but it looks super awkward with such pathetic leaves.

last one was brown one with the paint from art room.

should have gone there earlier.

but nevertheless, all was done kinda quickly!

have to help charle with the refreshments area.

chang did a painting of an eagle!

it was darn darn nice lah!!

she did everything in like 1hour? darn pro!

went grandma house today.

ate lunch, bathed and off to cousin's house.

onlined for awhile and bras brasah aftermath.

got my TEMPTED and emaths 4B textbook.

then went back to grandma's house.
dinner, teevee-ed and then homed.

100 questions for emaths. redo geography EOY paper. english worksheet.

chemistry worksheet. 3 sets of amaths paper. chinese online compo.

course every thursday.

sms Willy to remind him to return my TWILIGHT.

contact IvanC to remind him to return my MARKED.

lend JiaMin my MARKED and BETRAYED after collecting it form IvanC.

report at 6pm on friday, 6th November in NEWTOWN for campfire advance party.

outing on 10th November with MADELINE & DELPHINA.

extra lessons on 19th November for chemistry.

CLASS CHALET on 19th - 21st November.

might be attending 3G's CLASS CHALET on 23rd - 25th November.

thats all.

BABY, thank you for everything.

2009-10-30T14:58:00.001+08:00

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"

have not been blogging for quite some time.

stressed up recently, because of my results.

they were not up to expectations. but nevertheless,

I'M PROMOTED!

meeting tomorrow till after 9pm.

i hope there is no PT.

outing with DELPHINA today.

macdonalds, iluma, bugis junction, funan, homed.

i'm not a saddist! -,-

then bridging lessons start from monday.

totally sucky, each lesson is 1 1/2 hours but there is only 2 lessons per day.

so it should be quite alright.

BABY is ohh so hyper now that i have successfully promoted. :O

but anyways, cheerups to sisters!!^^

alrights, sayonara.

2009-10-24T21:14:00.003+08:00

s-weetestnightmare@bs

woke up darn early today. had breakfast & online-ed the whole day.

screw plurk for their lousy layouts.

watched K.O. 3anguo. XIU is darn darn sweet!

"但是我不会应为你的独立, 而忘记我要保护你的责任.

在我心里, 你就是那个需要被疼爱, 要被捧在手心的阿香."

I EVEN PRINT SCREEN-ED!

cousin is coming over to my house to pass me her webcam & transfer songs to her.

ohh, and i finally tagged finish all those that i linked, my new blg url.

TIRING! =,=

tao hua xiao mei later on.

and, i will not be attending FAM outing as i am gonna prepare for EOY. ^^

thats all.

//edit**
congrats on earning myself a camp.
got into committee for 40th anniversary campfire.
have to stay back till after 9pm next sat.
a sai gang camp on next next friday in which i have to report before 6pm.
whats worse is that there is bridging on that day! shytzxzx! ><
lets hope everything will run smoothly
and that we won't get to sleep darn late like during the annual camp.

2009-10-22T18:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 10TH MONTHS!

ILY TTM!!

KONBANWAA!!^^ Im back!! (" exams are lyk finally over! weets!!^^ nothing much to blog about actually, have been watching full house & camwhoring ttm! && visited ION ytd. thanks aunt for th dinner. hahas~ alright. end here bahhs..let the photos do the talking.

end here.

p.s. those tht are written on th whiteboard are for ___.^^

2009-10-17T14:01:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO

JIRO LIN HAOYANGGGG!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

NG HANKIAT!!

konichiwa! exams are ending soon! next paper is chem siol! ciaozxzxzx! anws, went plaza sing with delp & madeline on friday aft chi paper. went over to etude house, did madeline's nails! & tada!!

then we went over to ichiban sushi for lunch! superrrrr full luhhs! high-ed lyk crazy over there.

the total bil was lyk ex lahs...then me & madeline went over to cathay for black alice. apparently, madeline dun wanna live in th jrock world alrd! alrd disgraced herself at atsuki gl liao~~ still went black alice & bang herself on the mirror! O.O the shop keeper stared at us lyk some crazy people. wtf! paiseh sia~~ homed aft tht. camwhored. :P

did some blinking to my stuffs on thurs night. ^^

alrights. end off here. gotta study for chem liaoo~~ sayonara!^^

2009-10-14T18:23:00.003+08:00

kobanwa des! exams time uh? tmr got goeg paper, haven even study yet. CIAOO!! english & chinese paper one went quite well. SS & emaths paper one was okay toos. totally no hope for phys & bio. english paper two & amaths was only soso. screwed amaths last two question. it was when WUN said ' you have 15mins left' then suddenly, you panic lyk crazy! then all you heard was th sound of fingers flicking the calculator buttons. totally crazy scene. i had totally no time to laugh luhhs. left last two questions haven do. argh! it was at the last minute when i suddenly knew what to do. scribbled lyk crazy. but then time was up! FUCK lah! anws. enough of exams. they are giving me serious headaches! went for dinner at somewhere. cousin's birthday. photos!

ribeye!!^^

some biscuit.

then went delp's house to study, camwhored & ripped her photo off her phoneee~~

i don't understand why, when THEY told me the news, i had totally no reaction to it. maybe because i was too furious this morning. but then, when i've just got home & read HER blog, tears just start to well up in my eyes. suddenly remembering that i wouldn't be able to see THEM together agains. remembering about how WE used to craze around, fooling about the bad points. remembering about how we used to always give THEM something. whenever you think about going to their performance, we will not think about just that particular GUY, instead we would think about 'what if i didn't give HIM'. it's always from the start of the first performance. i remembered the times, screaming lyk crazy, and even tears for them. THEY were lyk our daily drugs, even during exams, we will still talk about them in school, gossip abit, sometimes even comparing who's better. it always ends up with HER screaming lyk crazy.

好想再听一次，你们的歌。

2009-10-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

ohhaiyo mina! exams are here alrd! fuck lahh~ so fast sehhs...
engP1 & chiP1 - 9/10/09
SS & emathsP1 - 12/10/09
bio & phys - 13/10/09
engP2 & amaths - 14/10/09
geog - 15/10/09
chiP2 - 16/10/09
chem - 20/10/09
emathsP2 - 21/10/09
aft tht is bridging alrd luhh!
till 19nov. then class chalet form 19nov to 21nov! at PR coastal sands again! i tink this time is lyk 20ppl one room! omgggggggggggggggg~
but 1stly, have to really worry bout exams liao! lets hope im able to pass & go to sec4 exp. OMG! pleaseee!
or else....i think baby's gonna smack me again! :P
alrights. end here. wanna go to bed alrd. tmr nid wake up at 5.45! CIAOOOO!!!

2009-10-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

i wonder...

normal school days. chinese oral on thursday. it was alrights even though LGL took me & tht i was th 1st one. safra for swimming aft tht. homed & thanks aunt for bringing dinner over for me!^^ funan for mac with delp after school on friday. outing to LG service ctr & vivo on sat with delp. high-ed lyk crazy at th service ctr as they were screening night at the museum in th screening room with just th two of us! ^^ ate kim gary & shopped. but couldn't find the landyard tht i wanted. CIAO! mummy bought frozen nuggets home!! gonna bake them tmr! :P officially changed name from kuroshi to reiko! thanks to baby for the name & elmo san for th erm..advice. O.o so cute lah he! show me -___- then i was lyk ' imagine kei with tht look!' & he went '^^' okayys~~photos for now!

got these idk when. but they are ohh so loved!^^

this bloody stupid scene whr he talked to th speaker without listening to th ear piece!

O.o made us laugh lyk crazyy!!!

i want this! super cool!

delp stalked me when im so engressed watchin!

camwhore! i wan delp's phoneeee~

lemon re bi na ice blend!

korean noodles with egg & pork! yum yum!^^

end here~^^

2009-09-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

DESU DESU~

ohhaiyo mina! internet's been down. soi couldn't blog. but anws, im back! ^^ hehs.. tution at tiong once again on sunday. ate mooncake. THANKS DELP. && changed earbone stud toos! ^^ then off to grandma house. helped with cooking for dinner. then ate alrd, slacked awhile, camwhored & homed.

mondays sucks to th max! teo kp by CHENJING early in th morning. WTF!? i got do better than nvr do right?! & whats more, don't show your moodswings to us luhs! we not your punching bags siol! drop the book don't know how pick up sibohs?! & whats more, u wanna call my laopeh call lah! mother cb fly lah horh! my laopeh then want go school find you lah horh! people got 10/100 people taiji u huan loh so much for what, just insert in th marks right?! no need put there 0 right?! nahbeh! 10 & 0 got a fucking huge difference siol! just by tht even if it's only one tiny winy mark, it decides whether you pass or fail, get into a course tht u wan, or even get you into JC! wtf! NB u chi na people don't look down on people lah horh! my chinese sucks so what!? people like me don't blog with chinese. all you need is to know how to speak! cheebong! & you think im joking with what im suppossed to hand in?! NO I'M NOT! MOE hires people like you even if u haolian until ur cb fly, to teach us. not to make us your dogs?! if i can study by myself go school kum lan siboh!? CCB! u buay song teaching in SG then balehkampong lah! _l_

enough of rants. totally screwed my day. got a serious fucking heachache right before chemistry. FUCK SIOL! somemore mdm lee teaching new formula. ciao! but it was quite easy lahh~ amaths was next. luckily got no test, postponed. if not its another screwed test. homed after that. techinician came down to check on the MIO box. mummy was finally home. she bought loads & loads of things. ohh crap. but she just couldn't find that boots tht i wanted! HOLY CRAP! 3 scarves, a shirt, a vest, a cap, some keychains & tht dolphin tht emits light! superrrrr kawaii! ^^ shoes came in tgt with contacts. IM WEARING THEM NOWW!! o.o anws, hope tht i wont screw tmr's amaths test & tht i wont have a fever. or else its another MC!

grandma at work! ^^

i'll hold on real tight,

& nvr let you go. ^^

2009-09-26T10:52:00.001+08:00

SICK! ><

officially sick. ahhh...crap! KR aft school on wed. pasta for recess on thurs. skipped school on friday. got totally no voice when i woke up. slaced at home. chionged anime. finishing rosario + vampire Capu2. last ep. hermann's house for annual camp committee meeting. i sucked at th camp! CRAP! mac delivery aftmath. there was a fries mountain! O.O & we were spamming chilli sauce. -.- in th end, th fries mountain was cleared & so was th chilli sauce. homed aft tht. thanks alot to adrian & his mum for th ride home! ^^ yupps. might be oin tpy with delp or jiahui's house. hope to dye hair once again! *.*

why this when all was alright?

doshiyo?!!?!?!

cause your th sweetest.

end here~

2009-09-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

CAMWHORES.

ohhaiyo mina! hotoni gomenasai. having been updating lately. kinda lazy with blogging alrd. x.x but anws, have been a super duper good girl recently, chionging english compo at 1am & ending up with 693 words! I ROCK! :) sucking at audi recently. idk why fingers getting veh stiff. o.0 but anws. shall try to stop audi & try to study properly, as promised to _____. Cause thats th only thing tht i can promise him right now so i hope to keep to his promise.

but anws, boring lessons as usual. went to bugis on friday to get headband. vivo-ed tdy. studied, but nth got in. thanks alot to madeline man! kip on disturbing me by calling me wierd names lyk sushi chef! O.o then kip on disturb th baby beside. x.x in th end, went daiso to get th sushi tingy, harbourfront mac to get ice cream & cold storage for jap rice. homed aft tht while madeline & delp played idk what at th bus stop.

shall let the photos do th talking.

end here. ^^

is this jealousy?

2009-09-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

SARANGHEY.

woke up at 7am due to sleeping at 1am ytd night. was chionging audi. o.o cabbed to school. its lyk finally back to school. but you have the feeling that u want to stay in th chalet forever. x.x most of us got addicted to 'the happening' & 'saw5'. ciao! lyk we kept talking bout it. & th most funny part was during emaths lesson when ms toh asked if any1 did her emaths homework, all those tht went chalet raised their hands! *gees* but anws, boring lessons with chen jing waking me up during chinese lesson & she asked me if i wanted to stand behind. 0.0 i would rather sit down so tht i can go back to sleep again. -.- chemistry was lyk debating. 3 idiots debating with mdm lee about th oxygen atoms & mols. x.x in the end, she won. amaths was boring. lyk sine, cosine & tangent graphs i learnt it in tution. 0.0 & i was freaking sleepy. haishhh~~ decided to vandalise my calculator.

need to stay back tmr aft skol for amaths test. CIAO!

IvanC's handwriting! ^^

end product of my vandalisation!

another snapshot.

i want this set of clothes tht cost me 50k = $50. ><

chiong cfm at 135bpm. o.o

your love is what keeps me going.

2009-09-13T00:14:00.003+08:00

CLASS CHALET!

went for class chalet for the past three days. metup with IvanC & ZhaoJun on thurs at vivo. went giant to get drinks & th remaining stuffs. bought bacardi breezer. went to th 1st counter & th zharbor asked for IC?! duhh! since when supermarts asked for IC. but anws, i went to nother counter with her staring at me! Zzzz..then wen i was done, she called th manager. ROFL! manager can't do anytink. cause i bought it & it has been enetered into the system. *gees* so jiu went to help ZhaoJun & Ivan. aft much considerationnnn~~~ we decided to cab thr. end up th cab fee was $18.20! at least we didn't have to carry so many bottles of 1.5l on th mrt. or else i bet we'll go crazyy! somemore me & ivan carried our lappies on our hand. so th 3 of us were left with only 4 free hands. but anws, reached thr. waited for zhenghao. then book-in. carried th stuffs in while th rest of them arrived. slacked awhile then went for lunch. SUBWAYYYYY~~~~ *gees* then back to chalet & watched saw5 part 1 to 5. slacked. bathed, went to ehub! to get som food & check out th movie timings. then back to chalet. was abt to slp at 12 wen th guys tht wen to arcade came back. superrr noisy tht jingheng wanted to call at cab home. LOL! in th end demas, yihui & nigel slpt over.

friday, woke up at 630 due to th floorball guys being soooooo~~ noisy. & tht i rmb-ed tht alvin asked me to wake him up if i woke up early, so just woke up to make sure tht he is awake. >< in th end, th guys went back skol for their floorball while th rest of us watched the happening. stupid show anws. they throw dummies down th building for tht show. & its alot of dummies. LOL! then nigel kept on saying keblakan pusing! 'calculus, calculus, calculus' LOL!!!! but anws. went for breakast at SUBWAYYYY once again. then slacked ard. finished saw5. stupid show almost made me puke. but it was fucking sadistic tht i became sadistic toos. -.- with all th blood splurting & th head got chopped off && th best part was th hand being cut into 2 & you can see th two pieces dangling. eeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkk! but anws, wen youtube & watched superrr gay & lame videos. then watched hannah montana the movie. and while th guys are off to swim, th rest of us strted th fire. then it was BBQ timeeeee! got super fucked up. stomachache after eating th stupid sausage tht is cooked on th outside & raw on th inside. played true or dare. & guess what they asked? 'how old is ur bf?' Zzzz...end up i went out and slack. they seriously play till veh violent, esp LUQMAN!! then ms toh came with her 'neighbour' which th whole class thinks tht its not just her 'neighbour'. lyk who would bring your neighbour along. x.x anws, washed up, watched naruto while th guys went arcade. then when they came back we played murderer & detective till 4am. then i went to slp while some of them watched stay alive & some using lappy.

saturday, woke up at 6plus feling superrrr squeezy & uncomfortable. it ended up tht fendi slpt beside me aft th movie. LOL! somemore he curl his leg until idk how to put mine. & th aircon sudden;y became lyk superrrrrr cold. Zzzz...washed up, ate th cake & pack up. checked out & walked to white sands for lunch. then bussed home. went on9, slpt for 2hrs. then cabbed home from BMC. thts all.

using of lappiesss!!!

i don't know why im standing on th bed! LOL!

setting up of BBQ pit.

YUM YUM!

MORE FOOD!

check out th firee~~

somebody call 911~~

group photo.

champange~

th superrr loud yum seng~

jump shot in which i was blocked! T.T

p/s credits to fendi for the photos.

baby, your th sweetest ever! :)

2009-09-07T15:08:00.003+08:00

EAT YOUR VEGETABLES!

annual camp.

went newtown aft chionging home aft oral. screwed th exams. but whatever. moved the tables, set up kitchen area, got th rest of committee to help me wash utensils, then off for groceries shopping! ended with 6 trolleys aft 3 hours of shopping. went big bookshop to get lightstick & stuffs, packet dinner & went back newtown. dinner, helped with th strings for kite making, saw bamboos and off to jurong point at 1.30am. went to get flour and stuffs then back to newtown. reached at 3am. went to bed.

woke up at 7. breakfast, admin, opening ceremony, phototaking, games, lunch. screwed th whole fucking thing. Zzzz... tanyonghuat, thanks alot! _l_ cleaned up & went back to sleep. woke up at 5, prepared dinner and slacked ard. had dinner, cleaned up, went home econs room to get supper. slacked around & had supper. cleanup, committee meeting, washup & off to bed.

woke up at 6.30. prepared breakfast, blahblahblah, had breakfast, cleaned up, packed some of th items to QM. slacked ard, prepare drinks & off to marina barrage. slacked ard, flew kite, photos, back to newtown, bring out dinner, had dinner, went home econs room to prepare supper, observance ceremony, watched 'bedtime stories' till fell asleep, shihwee woke me up. went down canteen to wait for them to come down. ate supper, clean up, committee meeting, wash up, off to bed.

woke up at 7.prepared reakfast, had breakfast, packed bags, area cleaning, closing ceremony, debrief, dismantle flagstaff. changed & homed. slpt in th bus.

i swear you are a bastard, please open your huge eyes to take a good look before you say anything. i don't know why, but i really seemed to be affected by your fucking words.

baby, thanks alot alot alot!

ily, to the max! (:

2009-09-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

MIXED FEELINGS!

don't understand myself. feel like letting go. but i just kept clinging on. felt like crying. but it doesn't makes sense to cry during lessons. feel like ending this life. but there are still so much, so much things that i wanna do. oh FUCK!

was early for school. chinese lessons at computer lab. ended up everyone was in facebook. Zzz... then took back common test results during emaths lesson. got 28/45. i PASSED! (: then it was chemistry. it looked like maths lessons as we were counting relative molecular mass. Zzzz...chionged chemistry forum during recess using ivan's lappy. geography at music room where everyone was making elangovan go crazy. Zzz.. yanlin & mary got kicked out of class and brought back by chong by just playing tic tac toe. 0.0 a maths. trigometry. its ohh so OMFG! it was like lessons back at tution centre. Zzz...pct was crazy. don't think i wanna talk about it. but i think its kinda unfair to everyone in the class. x.x but anyways, cca aft that. went around school pasting and plotting checkpoints for those taking exploration 1. ended up, only three people taking. Zzz.. waste my time. -.- and was made me go crazy was junyang! he went to take down all the papers stuck at the checkpoints with the MGR to the next checkpoint. Zzz.. i gave all of them a huge, big, FAIL! Zzz..another waste my time. Dewei and Willy came down. Aishah toos! (: meeting for PLs and PSs as usual, Zzz...but it ended kinda early this time round. went to have dinner and homed. Nigel called me along the way and asked me to do something. Zzz..NIGELLIMJUNJIE! DO NOT ASK ME TO DO THIS TYPE OF THINGS ANYMORE! IM NOT WHAT YOUR THINKING OF! Zzz...ASK SEBESTIAN TO DO IT! 0.0 end here.

ANNUAL CAMP ADVANCE PARTY IS IN 2 DAYS!

BABY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.

2009-08-31T17:53:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY SICK! X.X

rawrh! haven been feeling well lately, who knows when i took my temp not long ago, its 38.2. FUCK siah! anws, tdy went skol in class tee! ^^ th celebration looked lyk NDP. 0.0 slacked in 3F classroom till school ended. bussed to queensway, bought fbt. & homed. sorry to delphina & jiahui for pangseh-ing. -.- homed. ate instant udon! :P then read manga, wasn't feeling too well so off to bed. but who knows, im running a fever! dammit! alrights. thats all for tdy. :)

2009-08-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

CAMWHORES!

chionged manga ytd night. in th end, slpt with fone music still on. 0.0 tdy woke up. chiong manga agains. daddy bought breakfast. ate and went back chionging. finish the series! waiting for next chapter to come out! dammit! don't breakkk! T.T bathed, cabbed to tiong. meet delp, bought mango ice blend and off to tution. boring lessons as usual. && there will be extra lessons in sept! FUCK! not going for 3 lessons! due to annual camp and class chalet! :P then went popular to get correction tape, but couldn't find the one that i wanted. bought kfc, homed. met cousin on the way. then reach home eat, chionging another series of manga! && camwhoring!

tmr got tcher's day celebration. wearing class tee! :)) then might be going ktv with sisters. if not then most prob goin queensway to get some stuffs. ohh! && hope that friday's eng oral won't delay my time! cause i've to go home & bathe & reach newtown by 4.30pm! argh! end here bahhs. camwhores! ^^

2009-08-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

LOOSING GRIP.

GOMEH. haven been blogging lately, apparently, i didn't know what to blog about. patched with that someone alrd! girl, you rock! :P last whole week was bloody hell filled with tests! rawrhh! && congrats! i've gotten 10/40 for amaths! 0.0 lessons are filled with tests, and revisions. so couldn't get to sleep. although samy's lessons got no tests, but he make us copy essays like crazy! =,= annual camp is lyk next week?!?!?! IM OHH SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! and there's class chalet aft tht! && pizza treat by ms toh is whole class pass emaths common test. which i doubt so. cause th questions screwed th whole thing up. T.T helath promotion board on friday, for some stupid lame course. ktv with sisters aft tchers day celebration! :) $$ flying away alrd lahh! bought a pair of flats from blogshop for $29 bucks! haish. LA CORDA ROCKKSSS! HIHARI SENPAIIII! kawaii luhhs! chionged 25ep+1special last 2 days. hehs. finished it! waiting for madeline to ask jess for more anime disc-es! weeeeee! tution at tiong tmr agains! ciao! aft tht goin queensway then mayb dinner. ciao! might be changing audi nick to --xthystarrygirl or --xthystarrysky.

i tried holding on. but its too hurtful. im alrd loosing grip. could this be what you wanted?

2009-08-21T20:52:00.001+08:00

teach me how to make this right.

我知道你还爱着我虽然分开的理由我们都已接受。
你知道我会有多难过所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油。
我知道你还放不下我才会在离开时闭着没有回头，我们都知道彼此心中其实这份爱没停过。

school lessons boring as usual. yepps. went bugis with fiona & delp. with filin joining us for lunch. long john-ed. then walked ard at bugis street as it was raining ~~cats and dogs~~ cows and pigs while del went off for piano. bought eyelashes & fiona bought bracelet. ran opp to junction. 1st person to see was ~~alot of people~~ KUNIO SUTO! LOL! he looked at me. dammit! :( alright..went converse shop. then to muee before kinokuniya. saw kunio agains! && kai got latest interview book! then to precious moments. went basement one but didn't buy bubbletea. bussed to funan to meet delp. bussed home. went downstairs to alter smth & mail out th ring. homed.

boy, im sorry. but i cant love you anymore.

baby, thanks alot for letting me feel so much ~~better~~ worst.
i still love you anws. <3

god, please don't let this carry on. it really hurts. please don't let it end like this.
girl, imissyou.

2009-08-19T20:29:00.001+08:00

YOUR MOTHER CB FLY!

schooled. totally boring. went for CCA. totally screwed th exploration1. with people messing about, what else can be done. =,= dewei came down. talktalk-ed. zhao early, meet jiamin. then meet the rest. went over to restaurant. which we were chatting happily & laughin lyk mad, this siao zhar bor stood up & shouted "SHUDDUP! THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE!" _l_ and we totally diam-ed! cheebongggg! && evan even said sorry! for wad fuck siahh! in the end, we suan her until we left bukit merah central. LOL!

FUCKYOU LAHS, BITCH! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO CALL US SHUDDUP! MACHAM U ALSO CUSTOMER. PEOPLE SHOP OWNER ALSO DIAM DIAM YOU CHUP WAD CHUI!? HONG GAN LAH HOR! IF WE WEREN'T IN SCHOOL UNIFORM YOU SURE TEO KP ONE! YOU GOT THE MOTHER FUCKING GUTS THEN GO CLL UP THE SCHOOL LAH! ANYWAYS I'VE GOT LOADS OF TIME TO SIT & TALK TO SATWANT! WADEVA LAH! JUST DON'T LET US SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!

CHEEBONG! STOP ACTING CAN ANOTS, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT ALOT OF PEOPLE CANT TOLERATE YOU?! STARE WAD STARE SIOL! I GOT THE GUTS TO SHOUT SO LOUD, I GOT THE GUTS TO ADMIT! I FIND YOU BUAY SONG LAH! NOT HAPPY COME FIND ME LUHHS! DON'T USE YOUR MOTHER FUCKING ATHORITIES AND ACT SEH! PUI LAH! SI BEH GAY SIOL! THE WAY YOU TALK, THE PEOPLE YOU GO OUT WITH, THE WAY YOU WALK! WTF! YOU CAN JUST BANG THE WALL & DIE LAHH!

end here. off to school! :)

2009-08-18T22:56:00.001+08:00

BETRAYED.

school was BORINGGG~ english presentation was alrights. kavita brought an iron to school! LOL! bio lesson was totally slack! :) recess, ss. half of the class was once again asleep. LOL! which has to include me! && i passed SS with 9/13! :) at least i passed. finally! >_< then was cep. presentations was alrights. kinda high with usual people. lunch, phys which we were released late for 20mins. did pratical. LOL! retard luhhs. amaths in which we were late for 20mins & mdm ong kp-ed. linear laws. gm house-ed with delp. went to ask for reborning price. its another $100. T.T ate lunch, slacked, tuned tv due to my stupidity of putting auto tunning and all the channels were gone! dang! finally found okto! LOL! my cousin was so happy that she jumped on the bed. =,= ate dinner, watched stupid shows, slpt & homed.

FUCKYOU bitch! stop acting like you are dang close to me when you are badmouthing me behind my back! i totally hate backstabbers. I heard rumours & im enough with it. if i hear it coming out of your mouth personally, im so gonna give you one tight slap, even though chin is there.

BABY! you rock! :))

so long~~
takecares. :)

2009-08-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

sarangheyo!

woke ups. ate breakfast. watched shugo chara & la condra. loaded damn long. cooked lunch. ate, bathed & cabbed to tiong. bought earstud. went 5th floor. removed barbell but cant insert new stud & it bled! so just went for tution without earbone stud T.T. damn tcher. idk wtf he toking abt. =,= some stupid topics tht our skol is not having for exams. waste my time. >_< finish tution, bought bubble tea. homed. tried putting in earstud. failed! spam called jiahui sist. she asked me chill. LOL! tmr goin queensway with her! :)) yepps. then just now went funan with mum & dad to get computer table. holy cows! blahblahblah. bought another book! thanks dad! :)) && i thought i saw kei in th bus! but its impossible, i know he doesn't take buses. yahhs~ homed aft that. & blogging now. thats all.

2009-08-15T19:55:00.006+08:00

utterly dissapointed , in every aspect of life.

what is there to expect anymore?

all i need is a shoulder to lean on, someone to complain to & some bacardi breezers to vent my anger.

woke up at 8, shower & off to newtown. slacked awhile, cook 3 & lunch. built flagstaff & had first aid 3 test. collected report on exploration 3. congrats to wendy, dexun & yusim. i flunk! i know you must be happy, so just laugh your ass off! i know my weakness & im gona go for retest! no matter who is th examiner! homed, grabbed jolly shandy, ate dinner, watchin k.o. 3anguo. there's tution at tiong tmr. might be going kinokuniya to get hunted. thats all.

life is like a never ending road. you can only move forward, not backwards. once gone, it'll be gone & once you stop to catch a breath, people runs past you, leaving you behind their backs, chasing them.

love is like playing chess. once the other party gives up, your game is over. sometimes, the other party pleases you, sometimes they make you frustrated. sometimes, they make you don't know what to do. when you are losing the game, you would want the other party to humour you, to make you smile or at least feel abit better. but different people have different characters, different ways of thinking. some think that leaving the other party alone when they are frustrated will help while some think that humouring the other party would be better. no matter which is the way, you have to make the other party feel at least a little better.

2009-08-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

是真心的吗？

tiring day out! i was in school 10mins before bell ring! ((: PE is stupid! had to chiong all 4 stations at one go! dang! but whatever! im so not going to do the 2.4 run! :P eng was alrights. pct was boring as usual. free time. then was recess. ate shepards pie & slacked at 3G. then maths was kinda fun. scored 34/40 for trigo test! gossiped abt ben & mark. LOL! then was SS. the test was alrights even though i didn't study much. samy gave all the answers while he was explaining. =,= && i asked him "what do you write for multi racialism?" LOL! & he gave me answers! ^^ aft tht went plaza sing with jiahui, delphina, fiona, vindy & filin. ate long john's & watched 'where got ghost'. dang ghost came out of a sudden & i was clinging onto jiahui's hand! LOL! horror movies are so not my style! :P && i told her "if baby was here, he would be oh so lucky! cause i'll be clinging to him throughout the whole show!" :P then went central with jiahui while th rest of them homed. superrr long bus trip. reached thr, bout sweets! slacked awhile, camwhored, homed. PICTURES TIME!

there's meeting tmr, cook 3 && ACM! skipping queenstown's campfire. :P 23eagles know why!

2009-08-13T21:16:00.007+08:00

another school day. was almost late once agains. luckily the school aunty didn't close th gate before my eyes! oh wells, i made it on time. 1st thing aft assembly teo kp. blehs! whatever, just don't raise your voice. Im afraid that you'll have no voice for lessons. =,= chinese presentation totally sucked. IDK alot of words! >_< but i did two chinese journals! IM OHH SO GUAI! then some crappy lessons. I DID ENGLISH HOMEWORK TOOS! chemistry was shyt! th burette rubber went haywire! th sodium hydroxide came squirting out! so, when we were done changing th burette, lesson was over. aww.. went chinatown to meet mummy & aunty. OG to change, people's park ctr to get mummy's pants & off to chinatown street. the room was lyk super huge! more larger than kbox's. && free flow of drinks for only $10! for 5hrs okays! yays! sisters outing one day! tgt with bacardi breezers! ((: dinner at chinatown square. crab beehoon with blueberry soda. Im ohh so full now! thanks aunty for the cheesecake which is in th fridge, & mummy for th shepard's pie for tmr's recess! superr fulfiling day! without out chinese lesson! enough of typing, let the pictures do the talking! P.S. I know the image quality suck! =,=

THIS BLOODY HELL BITCH FARTED SO LOUDLY BEHIND US
WHILE WE WERE WAITING FOR BUS AT THE BUS STOP! _l_

2009-08-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

oh my G! so many things nidda rush! ARGH! super fed up tdys. landyard break! ciaos! :( complained lyk shytzxzx! && for emaths test, 3F was laughin ohh so loudly & there was every poker face song being played. dots! collected copper(II) sulfate! :P its ohh so nice! :)) yepps.

JIAHUI'S SNAPSHOT OF CHR A.K.A. SJB!

&& CCA totally sucked big time! ppl were not listening, blahblahblah. tanyonghuat 1st ting was crap lyk shytzxzxz! then throw everytink to me! _l_ enough of complains for now. tonns of homework to do! ARGH!

2009-08-10T11:39:00.002+08:00

basically, its a photo spammm!! went for exploration 3! xiong lahh! ok..mayb not so xiong. cabbed down to bishan park wen th stupid cabbie dun noe how to go! wasted $15. morning inspection + attendance. then off we goo~ frm bishan to sembawang park! omggggggggg~ th walking time is alot! =,= shagggg! walking with wendy & yijun was oh so much faster! keke. yahhs..&& jimmy walks veh fast! T.T always 1m distance! LOL! 1st to reach rest point tgt with wendy & yijun. slacked, did hike log, smsed baby & kor, bath, dinner, meeting, supper, did hike log then off to bed. slpt at 2am. abt thr. then morning wake up, breakfast, hiked to somewhr in sembawang. i tink its scout campsite or smth lyk tht. changed & chionged hike log. teck chye got marker makeup! LOL! got drawings on his back also. bt my phone was out of batt. =,= its all daohan's drawings! LOL! jimmy was th funny one! th night before, wen we were walking to rest point thr were alot of bikes. so...jimmy & yijun walked infront while i walked tgt with wendy behind. then bikes are passing by, so i said got bike. then yijun siam. bt jimmy continued walking... so i shouted JIMMY! b4 he siam..LOL! mind was off alrd. then wen we reache dth rest point companions slpt damn early! candidates all stressed up trying to chiong th hike log! ciaozxzx! my mind also off alrd luhhs! i asked how th do tht question, willy, theeban & keming talked talked talked. aft they finished, i asked them was did they just sae! LOL! seriously tired luhhs. bt it was kinda fun! getting every1s attention! LOL! cause we were wearing full-u during th whole hike. so ppl stared at us lyk some aliens! =,= yahhs...bt i tink im gonna fail. but wadeva. i tried! dissmissed, cabbed home. ended up slping in th cab. && sms chat with baby also! keke.

ytd wen for tution. late! thks to me! ((: yahhs.. then bought some stuffs & went gm house. cousins & nieces cme over. dinner, & homed. audi till 0130! then read eclipse agains! then slp. LOL!

tdy nid do alot! && i mean ALOT! of tings. nid go ntuc check price, do homework blahblahblah! arghhhhhhhhhhhh!
end here bahhs...th rest of th fotos are frm th fliming trip to dennis's house!

2009-08-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

superrrr pek chek! can't even get to sleep! =,=

saturday
late once again...cabbed to east coast. alighted due to some ass triathlon! cheebong! walked for 4km! until NSC! ciao! then talked talked talked. exploration 3 briefing, decided to quit. went for race management briefing, blahblahblah! 6ppl went in, 5 ppl cme out! adrian got choosen. so...me, slacked ard. walked walked with hermann, davin & wendy! serious jokers.. bahhs! then slacked awhile, headed back to NSC. crapped & gamed with weicai, & th rest. seriously perverted! =,= thank god jocille wasn't thr! then me * wendy helped out for shore support! fun, but not as fun as before whr thr was a strom! keke. QUEENSTOWN DESPO! =,= bathed while sailors screamed lyk its their house. then bussed back to NTSS, commonwealth, sheng xiong, buy vodka, bussed 147, blk 1, packet rice, jiahui's house! eat, plurk, drink, watch BOF. then HOMED at 11pm! boom, & went to bed!

sunday
managed to wake up a lil early. cabbed to NTSS. went NSC in a huge bus, with only 7ppl. >_< settled down, race management briefing, went on race management! wendy was the only one among us 4 tht didn't do... rushed back to den, collected life vest, waterbottle & off to canteen to w8 for uncle robert! forgot to bring pen so rushed back agains. then to NSC office. collected stuffs for th competition, thenhopped on a motorboat! damn guy ask me hurry wen i dun even noe how to get on! _l_ then changed boat in th middle of the sea! uncle robert speed lyk siao! max speed siol! worst then roler coaster! somemore th whole baot flooded with all th huge huge air-ed tingy called MARkS! ** i kip banging onto them! anchored th mark far far away from shore, then motor spoil =,= stirring got problem! then changed boats! then uncle robert let me drive!!! damn kind luhhs! he taught me how to use everytink, blahblahblah. && he made me drive th motorboat at fullspeed! until ALMOST! ALMOST crashed onto th MARKS! LOL! then lunch was on sea. teck chye got scolded by a girl abt my age =,= then stoned thr, watchin sailors passby, copied their sail no. 470 damn cool luhhs! sailor had so syncro & end down to prevent th boom from knocking on their heads! && they got serious pro waist! imagine your whole body leening out of the boat & with just a string! crapp! national sailors, can't be helped. && uncle robert talked tonns of stories!! HIS SON IS A TOTAL BITCH! =,= finished 4 races out on sea, then speed back! i was holding onto th damn mark by my arm! LOLS! && uncle robert rocks! he totally rocks! he is 59 yrs old! && a windsurfing instructor! ciao!!! though im tanned && sunburnt lyk shytzxzxz but its fun! * only th speeding part! * haha! bathed, girls screaming as usual, fighting for toilet cubicals, blahblahblah! bussed, then homed.

monday
woke up late! cabbed to school, chin talked to me, blahblahblah. lessons was alrights, but chinese was worst!
BLOODY HELL CHEN JING! THIS IS TO YOUUUU!!!
DON'T YOU PUT MY TESTS MARKS TGT WITH OTHER TESTS & SAE THT BECAUSE I NVR HAND IN OTHER HW U DUNWAN ADD IN TH CORRECT MARKS FOR ME! STFU BOUT UR NONSENSE! I DO WHATEVER I LYK, NOT WHATEVER YOU TELL ME TO DO. EVEN THOUGH I ONLY NOE HOW TO WRITE THE SIMPLER WORDS, BUT I DID WRITE! IF I DIDN'T WRITE THEM DOWN I WOULDN'T HAVE ASKED YOU FOR THE POINTS! && MY SPELLING GOT 10POINTS, NOT 0! SO DON'T GIVE ME YOUR NONSENSE THAT YOU DUNWAN TO PUT TH MARKS IN! U HAD BETTER NOT MAKE ME GO CRAZY, OR I'LL DEFINATELY TALK TO CHIN SOMEDAY! WHETHER YOU WANNA CALL MY PARENTS IS UR TAIJI! NID ME TO CFM TH PHONE NO WITH YOU ANOT?! OR DO YOU WANT ME TO HELP YOU CALL!? DON'T YOU USE UR DAMN ATHORITIES TO THREATEN ME ALRIGHTS?! IM NOT AT ALL AFRAID OF YOU! DUHH! =,= NOOBSHYTZXZXZ!

2009-07-29T22:28:00.001+08:00

konichiwa! nth much to post about. seriously can't expect anytink from skol life. amaths & bio & phys & emaths tests! ALL GONE CASE! duhh! i don't understand why, but im getting th feeling tht CCA is getting boring. not just th juniors marchin non-stop. but also us, PLs given a whole shit! tiring! thts all i can sae. thrs no point trying to compare us with others when th people came, but didn't give their co-operation. wads more, we have studies to cope toos. besides, you might wanna ask ard. which UG doesn't do physical punishment! if this is spreaded out, i tink it'll be a laughin stock. bah! wadeva! even though thr's PT on sats, but at least we get things done faster. && more games tht i tink are ohh so much better, & tht it needs every1's co-operation.

alrights, done posting. tmr gotta reach skol only at 830. tonns of shyt lessons tht you can fall asleep anytime. CRAP!

2009-07-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

gomehh! haven been posting lately. apparently, blogger went crazy! idk y toos. but anws. borings days. what can you expect from school life? duhh! && apparently, alot ppl are getting addicted to plurk! (im an example!) keke. yahhs. & jocille & peeps are getting addicted to ERIK!??!?! hehs..but he looked kinda handsome. whatever. =,= i want to have a book to read! crap!

dinner with mummy, daddy && their friends ytd. fone kip ringing. teo kp! =,= && bill was $660! siao luhh! but anws. world war 3 strted! whatever.

tdy i forgot tht thr was PE! holy shyt! gym workout. but th gym was lyk closed for god noes hw long. ss test! crap luhhs! every1 was lyk complaining. aft skol wen long john's with hui & del. sat thr for almost 1hr. then bussed home.

*sry i got super fucked up. idk wads gotten into me. sry...

2009-07-16T20:37:00.004+08:00

alrights, shall delicate a post for tht retarded bitch thr! don't look away! cause u noe u're th one! :D 1stly, whether im attached or not, it doesn't concern you. 2ndly, i wonder who's th humji one here! ROFL! i bet ur mama is feeling superrrrr depressed now. awww....i pity her. her child doesn't even use th name given. sad case. 3rdly, i wonder who's blog is this? why do i see nameless freaks barking lyk a retarded dog! LOL! im so laughin lyk mad nows. 4thly, please! please for goodness sake, brush up ur eng. mayb i shld go tell ms kong to gib u guys extra lessons to help u guys bush up ur eng. keke. tht sounds lyk a nice idea. ohh! && i seldom c ppl studying from ur class, i hope they are studying at home. bt as for u, i tink u've been playing too much! i shall be th kind one, if u nid remedial, can tell me, i can talk to ur tcher. hoho! lastly, i tink its best for you to fxck off, because no matter what you say, it doesn't matter. LOL! ur just wasting ur energy & saliva. I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON UR SALIVA WEN UR LAUGHIN! LOL! tyvms! :)) be honoured tht i delicated this post to yous. i sedom delicate posts to others. ^^

2009-07-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

ohhhaiiiyooo! mina!!! keke.just woke ups. crap luhhs. i wan more slp. skol life serious sucked! i envy baby! he gets to chao geng at hme!! plus plus. tdy morning kena kp by chen jing! LOL! must finish chi compo. sian diao. promised baby to b gd gal. hehs. & tdy was suppossed t go for mass rehersal. bt i skipped. wen bmc ntuc to get spagetti stuffs! yepps. then homed. yepps. watched MIT agains. LOL. & wen slp. desktop computer was revived by cousin! tyvms! :)) bt its fucking laqq...&& audi patch gt fucking probs. so decide t cont. using lappy. yepps. i tink i betta mb t do th compo b4 i go crazy & strt to panic! LOL. have been plurking lyk crazy tis few days. esp with JOMAINS! she can go real crazy plurking! LOL. bought kim bum's ring. collecting it by next next wk. i tink & my contacts by august 4th. keke. && annual camp tee! i wanna noe th designn! bt wendy said tht it looks classy. so i tink it shld b alrights. okayys. end here bahhs! :DDD

hope sweety is feeling fine! && dear & kor to last long.

2009-07-11T19:12:00.003+08:00

i'll nvr let yoiu go again.

ohhaiyoooo! skol life totally sucked. basically its boring lessons plus slping sessions for me. tons of homework undone. caught for truancy. =,= wadeva. basically went for meeting at dennis's house ytd. my 1st expression was "WTF!" then looked at th house lyk some retard. basically, his house is lyk gu junpyo's house! thr's a fountain, a shelter (somewhat lyk twilight one, wen edward & bella danced during th graduation tingy), a carpark with idk wad cars (bt i noe they are damn expensive) & its nt just one, but 3, another one superb nice car u c below. th foto wasn't taken wen we arrived...so its abit dark. bt anws, it looks damn expensive && its in red & black! crap! totally fell for it!

okayys..basically, i arrived tgt with willy, hankiat, keming, dexun, shihwee, jiahao & tecklim. && we got machine gun attacks by hermann && leongwai. dennis came down t fetch us. hehs. && i would totally wanna stay thr!! its superrr hugeeee! as you can see below, those fotos are only from th 1st floor.

p.s. i didn;t take th 2nd floor. bt its rlly hugeeeeee!!! aft th machine gun attack, we wen to th 2nd floor whr th guys strted playing pool. i just slacked ard. yepps. watched them play. entertain th dog. LOL. yepps. then dexun ordered pizzas! && meeting strted. crapps luhhs. alot! && i mean alot of editing! holy...yepps. aft meeting we wen for pizza. then played with th oldie music box. totally cool!! then camwhored. & homed. almost fell asleep in th bus. crap!

end here bahhs. tmr gotta do hw!! OMFG! && join plurk!