boos!
im back.
okayss...
due to damn com.
i cant upload camwhores~
danggg...
nvms.
todayy almost fell asleep during bio.
kena mr tan!
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derhhs.
wen outing wib del del agains.
sianx.
nn dang ppls!
stop th damn spreading lahhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
retardddddddddddddddddddddsssssssss!
arghh..
there would b no gd ending wenever u strt spreadinggg!
-
fuck!
enough of stupid stuffs.
if u cant accept hu i am then so b it!
retarded asshole!
tis is even worst then th time i noe tt KEI goin china!
rawrhh!!
damn!
many thks to u my life is so exciting!
i would tink of ways to make myself feel more human!
arghhhhhhhhh!
u said tt i dunhab time for u?!
aye!
im nt th perfect guai student.
nor am i th perfect student tt riots during lessons!
nn my brain ain tt perfect!
im nt god.
tts y im goin to skol!!!!
arghh..
i swear u dun noe bout tis.
everytime i visit a temple.
i would pray for my studies 1st!
then i would pray tt we would stay happy tgt!
damnnnnnnn!
fine!
if u wanna end it then end it!
i dunwanna strt it...
i dunwanna b th person again!
tt leaves a scar in ppl's heart!

boo!
okayys..
im back yawhh~
1stly i wish every1 happy cny!
^^
okay lahhs.
nt much recently...
wen loads of places todayy...
yahhs..
wib long sleves nn jeans!
danggggggggg~
super warm lahhsssssss!
nvms...
apparently my cuz's 1st duaghter loves meeeeeeeee~
always only allow me to carry her!
hahas.
kawaiinehhhhhhhhhhhhh!
^^
lata goin aunt house agains.
cuz all coming downn~
yupps.
nn im goin to play 21点!
muahahaha~
hope 2 get to drink some wine...
vodka also cans!
^^
muhahahahas~
end here bahhs...
wanna go remove make up then go zzz~
tiredddddddd~

its been lyk 3dayys since i bloggedddddd~
okayys...
nth much recentlyyy~
wednesdayyyyy~
HAPPY 1ST MONTH TO ME NN BABY!!
gt meeting~
played waterbomb...
kena attack by irene by a pail of water!
-.-
then aft tt trick th others to sit below th hall~
then we wen fill up water nn pour frm 2nd floor!
shiok siahhs~
muahahahaha!
LOLs.
thursdayy~
almost late to put th letter for th announcement~
sianx lahhs~
wen out?
go bugis..
yupps..
then hmed.
todayy~
wen skol.
bored.
blah blah blah.
wen tiong.
then harbourfront.
elmo commited suicide agains~
then aft tt wen queenswayy~
th cheapest psp slim cost 310bucks.
bt dunhab red onee~
damn!
then aft tt hmed.
boreddddddddd~
hw is lyk floddinggggggggggggggg~
all 3 science also gt hw.
+ a maths somemore~
deaddddd~
end here bahhs~
wanna go practise songgg liaoz~

okayys..
im back..
kinda bored tis few dayys...
ytd wen gn huse aft skol.
dad nn uncles painting gm house.
LOLs.
1stly wen to move everytink out.
sianx.
i keep jumping on th bed!
LOLs.
height = bed frame + 3 thick matress + 3 thin matress.
i ended up getting my head on th celling.
==
then gt way to bored.
strted singing~
==
aft tt bored until rlly gt nth 2 do.
so jiu wen take paint paint my arm!!!!!!!!!
so my arm did 'mask' for ard 10mins.
somemore is pale purple oneeeeeee!
hahas...
then aft tt bathed.
kip sneezing!
LOLs.
then hmed.
todayy was damn bored.
house meetin~~~
ended up being cheerleaderrr~
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nvms.
then jiu hab pe!
me pon!!
woots!
chem....
damn bored...
gt hw somemorrrreeeeeeeee~
then was mt.
fucking sianx~~
slpt for 10mins.
then felt super awake!
muhahahas.
aft tt gt eng.
bored....
then was geog.
dear dear bo dai ji find dai ji!
LOLs.
tcher ask her isit dun wanna learn geog anot..
she sae no~
LOLs.
then aft tt wen opp skol wib her.
buy th water bomb pkt.
then wen back skol.
put in den.
then meet yanlin, her stead nn eliza.
sianx.
wen queenswayy..
bought my fbt singlet!!!
yupps.
then wen anchorpt makan.
==
aft tt escort deardear hme.
then hmed~
bored...
-
im strting to get fucking jealous!!!!!!!!
ppl gt to c each other everydayy~~~~~
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nvms.....
shall strt to b more matured nn stop getting fucking jealous over stupid stuffs~
-
wahkao!
enough of stupid stuffs!
stop acting lyk ur th biggest~
-
end here bahhs..
gotta do loads of tings!

me back!
nth much bout fridayy~
ytd was crazayyyyye!
early morning gt sec1 orientation...
then aft tt wen opp skol makan.
then wen back skol.
go hall.
c vb-ers playy..
then wen hme..
ah ting kena captured by yakun nn xl.
LOLs.
bathed then meet irene.
w8ed for 124...
1st bus went...
then 2nd bus didnt cme..
==
then jiu bussed outram mrt.
meet wib th rest.
wen chinatown for buffet dinner.
our table was lyk th most entu 1 lorhhs!
wib me, ma, irene, truman, jo, davin, dydy nn hermann!
hahas....
high lyk siao lahhs!
nw i noe smth!
cannt go buffet wib truman!
damn scaryy siahhs...
kip taking nn taking...
hahas...
then truman took lyk all th balls.
==
fishball nn meatball!!
then our below is lyk gt alot of food!
hahas...
wen we drop our food....
we sayyy....
'its okayy..its a buffet anws!'
hahas!
poor hermann gt tortured by dydy!
wib egg yolk nn soup in his coke!
hahas!
then aft tt gt games..
sianx siahhs.
so warm lorhhs!
run ard chinatown!
==
then aft tt homed.
baby was asking y all logistics i do!
hahas....
idk also lehhs..
i juz realised tt everytime logistics is i do one lorhhs!
==
end here bahhs...
hope baby loves th song~

sianx. sianx. sianx.
haish...
ytd finish skol...
cca.
aft tt settled some admin stuffs...
then PLs nn PSs talk!
sianx.
ended up doin logistics again!
ciaoz!
sai gang siahhs!
npc also everytink logistics!
nvmms...
todayy bored.
almost fell asleep during physics.
bt during bio wen too high...
a maths was kinda fast.
flunk myy 1st test siahhs.
10/25!
dang!
then did th 'hw' tt all those neva gt 20marks one muz do.
sianx.
chionged.
finished b4 lesson ended...
bio lesson wen running to toilet twice.
wanna take lesbo foto.
bt scared ppl will cme in!
LOLs.
then aft tt wen cine.
makan kobayashi.
then bought elmo keychain!!!!!!!!!!!!
nn my chain.
damn old chain is strting to rust~
aft tt hmed.
then wen vivo.
walk walk.
bought pop up pens frm daiso.
then wen chamelon to buy my rubber band.
then wen tiong.
makan.
buy shoes!!!!!
bought a heels nn a shorttttttttttt heel~
LOLs
niceeee lahhs!
then aft tt wen ntuc.
bought my gatsby!!!!
LOLs.
then also bought shandyyyyyyyyyy!
mummy sae i despo for alcholic drinks!
==
aft tt saw my cuz!
LOLs.
gt fetched hme.
then saw tt daddy bought wineeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
yaysssssssss!
finally lahhs.
discussed bought my chalet stuffs.
kena scolding!
ciaoz!
wads th fqcking prob?!
==
i HC!!!!!!!!!!!!
==
btw i finished writeing my song liaoz...
juz adding th tuneeeeeee~
yayssssssss!

okayys..
2dayys since i blogged~
nth much bout sundayy actually..
chionged code geass season1!
dang ending!
then rushed hw~
dunnoe alot!
thks siao eh!
ytd was fked up lahhs!
wen skol.
elangovan wen gila!
nn gabriel wen talk back!
LOLs.
nice scene worhhs!
aft tt hmed.
find for ic foto.
cant findd~
so jiu wen gm huse there w8 for delp.
wen 107.
dang shop was closed down!
fk!
then walked all th way to tiong.
meet fiona.
wen here house there take!
dang!
i look lyk shytxsxsxsx!!!
nvms..
then hmed.
headache straight wayy~
chionged for panadol!
yahhs..
thennnn...
watched code geass?
LOLs.
did i anot uh?
i forgt liaoz lehhs!
nvms.
then did hw?
yahhs~
todayy sucked!
boring all th way lahhs!
wen for th ic tingy during chi lesson.
sianx dao~
escaped 15mins earlyy!
muhahahas.
then recessed.
then eng.
siao eh tot it was chem.
then almost late.
'news reporting' was okayys.
kinda wen crazaye wen rehersing.
bt th final one didnt turn out gd.
yahhs..
hc lahhs!
samy lessons.
didnt even listen
LOLs.
did 'handicraft'
LOLs.
on my pencilbox, nails, files, tbs, almost everytink tt i own lahhs!
yahhs..
finished phys!
c? i so guai okayys~
then lunch..
wen collect locker stuffs~
yahhs..
then wen put stuffs into lockerr~
then aft tt chem.
dangg~
headache agains.
hc lohhs...
i cant do anytink anws.
then was phys.
dang tcher!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
make use do dunnoe wad shytsxsx agains!
stupid tcher wib stupid teaching methods.
aft tt hmed.
yahhs..
watched code geass.
dang!
tt ting juz dunwan let me watch finish siahhs!
im still stuck at season2 ep 3!
crapps.
im lyk stuck for idk hw long liaoz..
ard 1hr++ alr lohhs!
damnnnnnnnnn~

baby!!!!!!!!
ily manyys!!!
i'll b there wen u nid me to!!^^

dang!
miricleeee!!!!!!
finally he rpled me lahhs!
arigato gozayimas!

dang dang dang!
hab been watchin code geass!
holyy cow lahh!
damn sweet cans?!
lelouch gave up his love!!!
crappp!
dang! dang!
ohh me tian!
im goin crazayeeee!!!!!!!!!
nn i haven finish my hw!!!!
damn it!

baby!
thanks for accompanying me ytd night!
love u manyys!

edit//
many thanks to madeline nn sam's blog!
they've helped me to tink alot for my journal.
nn i tink its time for me to do some tinking too.
*th emo-ing sessions strts!*

boo!
okayys...
ytd was damn tiringgggggggg!
it appears tt skol sucks big timeeeeeeeee~
getting bored wib tchers crapping nonsense~
nn all th dang nagging~
anws..
aft tt wen orchard.
go ctr pt.
walk walk.
then wen power building.
collect th conservation course stage 2 th certs nn badges!
yahhs.
then wen cine.
sat at th coffee house for idk hw longgg.
was talking bout almost everytink!!!
yahhs~
nn deardear nn darling was lyk so eager to c hw baby looks lyk!
LOLs.
aft tt walk walk at cine.
then bused 14 to queenswayy~
bought hot pink nn lime green earsicks!
wanna get my 2nd set of earholes!
bt dang daddy dunwan let me!
crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dang dang dang!
i shall decide whether wanna buy needle to gt my lip piercing or go let ppl wib 58 bucks!!!!!!!!!
dang dang dang!
ohh yahhs..
nn most prob im hosting chalet for my b'dae.
no cfms yet~
bt it'll b lyk sharing of costs nn etc.
cause my parents r nt staying over.
so if u're interested can let me noe lorhhs~
then if u cant stay back mayb i'll let u payy lesser~
hahas~
anws..
i hope to have chalet b'dae lahhs!
every yr also spend wib parents!
damn sianx one lorhhs!
ohhs yahhs!
i suddenly rmb!
grp orientation will b at sister island!!!!!!!!!!!
wooh!
nn for non sec 1s gt advance partyyy!
yaysssssssssss!
so non sec 1s will b goin sister islands on fri aft skol!!!!
wahhs!
shuang lahhs!
huat ahh!!!!!!!!!!

boo!
im back!
okayys...
ytdd~
wen skol.
yahhs.
bored.
then aft skol gt meeting.
dang!
until 5+ lorhhs.
somemore we hanged th banners!
zhiii wei th foto damn nice!
hahas...
okayys..
then homed.
rush to bathe.
then wen rebond.
at boon keng!
damn guyy!
left my hair there then wen smoke!
then aft tt wen buy drink somemore!
ciaoz.
then my hair kena tortured by 2 ppl siahhs.
dang!
aft tt wen makan.
then mummy wen buy cny deco.
sianx.
saw a gal walk pass?
look lyk ting ting?
LOLs.
anws..
homed aft tt...
do hw.
then crushed~
dang! dang!
haven even rpl baby's sms then crush liaoz!
holyyy!

todayy..
almost late!
LOLs.
sianx lahhs.
boring dayy~
aft skol wen ps.
makan kfc.
then wen find coolzone.
almost walked th whole orchard road lorhhs!
then somemore i gt my bio ++ phys ++ a mths!
dang!
then find until ard neva buy anytink!!!
CIAOZ!!!!!!
okayys..
then mr tan called me.
sae for th energy conservation course stage 2 me nn adrain gt best proj.
LOLs.
shall find time to collect th certs nn stuffs!

baby!
i love u manyyys!!!!!!!!!

okayys..
im back!
tortouring 2 dayys!
1st dayy of lessons.
1st lesson?
A maths!
omg.
darn tcher talk lyk idk wad..
as though she kindergarden cher!
wtf!
damn bored.
nex was maths~
earing gt caught?
LOLs.
then was darn chinese!
ah ting ah, mad nn del del ps me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghh!
ended up sitting up pearl in chen jing class!
damn tcher!
arghh~
recess time chaogeng~
apparently juz sat on th table nn crapped~
okayys..
then was eng.
okayys lahhs..
funnaye tcher~
then was social studies.
omfg!
mr samy lyk go kee siao!
dunwanna talk bout it..
lata 2night dream bout himm siahhs!
omgggggggg~
then was luchh..
aft tt was chem.
kena LEE.A.L.
omggg!
then saw chen bing nn aishah..
they cme back for eagles award..
yahhs..
then talkl bout wed meeting!
shytts!
then was phys.
omfg!
damn tcher!
she's a ___
wtf lahhs...
idk y lahhs..
bt i find her damn irritatinggg~
aft tt go gm house.
eat, slp, eat, hw, hme.

todayy~
assembly was shyt!
apparently chin said ferrari rocher wen its ferraro rocher.
okayys forget it!
my spelling fail~
then she crap crap crap~
chatting wib ah ting ah toos!
then was cep.
ms toh teach.
yahhs..
talk bout her family nt saying bye bye to each other aft finishin th call.
LOLS.
then was pe.
me nn mad wen missing.
wen toilet change then cme out...
all MIA.
LOLs.
in th end we found th tcher 1st!
its th bb coach!
sianx.
took height nn weight.
boring lahhs.
apparently, i didnt grow!
omgggggggggggggggg!
okayys..
bt i wanna become shorterrr!
lyk 160cm enough!!
ahlermak!
then was recess...
crapped.
then chem.
strt lesson proper.
okayys lahhs~
apparently, i brought th 1kg bk along wen th tcher sae no nid bring!
damn!
then chi!
sianx.
chen jing wen gilah during lessons.
LOLs.
nvms..
then was lunchh~
okayys..
then eng.
did th frame tingy~
LOLs.
turn out our grp did lyk idol nn fans tingy!
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aft tt geo~
okayys lahhs~
elangovan was better then choy~
frm wad i tink lahhs~
cause she teach then i lyk understand?
wadeva it is~
i hope 2 pass geo!
if nt i can go jump down building alr~
yahhs~
anws.
thks baby for acc me through th lessons~
hahas..
was bz smsing him!^^
yahhs.
nn thanks for forgiving me.
baby, ily!!!!!!!!!!!!

okayys!
1stly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO MR NGEOW ZIJIE!!!!
okayys...
nth much bout me lahhs~
woke up at 12++
then makan.
watched a cinderella storyy~
then wineed!
then on9!
lata goin gm house agains~
sianx...
nn miricle-ly,
everytime i go my gm house.
then at night send cuz home.
everytime sure take 196!
although everytime always leave gm house at diff timing~
LOLs.
wierd aye?
hahas...
anws~
tmr is th strt of skol proper!
damn!
im lyk carrying gold bars to skol lyk tt!
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okayys bahhs!
end here.
me wanna go audi liaoz!
byeeeeeeeee!

holy cows~
ytd night cant slp luhhs~
played audi until 3.03am!
then zzz!
hahas...
shun bian packed my bagg~
damn it lorhhs!
super heavy siahhs!
somemore i nidda carry my a maths ++ chem ++ phys on my hand!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
stupid ass lahhs!
lata goin gm house...
if im nt rong..
nth 2 do at hme.
haish~

bah bah bah~
sianx lahhs....
woke up at 5.50 worhhs!
wen i slpt onlyy at 2am!
then wen mac..
makan alr wen skol.
straight go hall...
congratz!!!!!!!!!
IM IN 3E!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas...
then miricle-ly chin din crapp worhhs..
vincent loh talk talk talk.
then satwant also..
sianx..
thenaft tt still gt lvl head crap!
sianx.
aft tt wen ms toh hmrm.
yahhs..
then jiu talk talk talk.
aft tt recess..
listen song, crap, toilet.
then wen back ms toh hmrm.
then talk talk talk.
settle some class tee tingyy.
then jiu finish skol!
wen tiong..
makan alr wen comic co.
then homed!
end here bahhs~
mondayy sure dead for me.
alot of bks to carry lorhhs!
nn locker prob haven settle!
damn!!

hiie ppl!!!
okayys~
ytd!
meet delp at 1030.
return her th pi li mit disc!
wooh!
nice show lahhs
then jiu meet irene..
wen harbourfront mrt meet th rest!
then jiu wen monorail there..
bought tix then jiu wen in~
then wen palawan beachhh~
'picnic' there..
then th guys was playing water?!
okayys..
then me nn irene gt too bored~
so jiu wen play luge...
wooh!
nice one lahhs!
then aft tt go back meet them...
worte 09 resolutions!
then aft tt wen over to th sea there..
guys build a dino?
hahas!
yahhs..
then take fotos~
aft tt th guys zhao back to th area tt we 'own'!
hahas..
then me nn irene wen take jump shot!
nice one lahhs..
juz tt com gt damn prob.
cant upload..
then guys wen was up...
w8ed for them..
vivo-ed.
then irene wen buy long john.
then jiu wen gm house.
camwhored.
wash up.
dinner.
go cuz house!
high there wen ysj nn lucify perform.
then kena scolding!
then wen countdown!
ciaoz!
alot ppl lahhs!
haish...
nn willy nn co. was at dennis house!!!!
so shuangggg!!!
aft tt wen eat th you tiao~
sianx..
so longggg queue...
then somemore sms cant send out!
wtf!!!!
fed up lahhs..
stupid derhhs!
ohh yahhs..
sent sms to channel 8 worhhs!
hope tt some1 saw!
cause cuz was sending for his co. lahs...
then me jiu add in lorhhs!
typed 'ysj! lucify! jiayous! happy new yr to gans nn beloved! stella.'
yahhs..
so hope some1 saw it!
hahas...
shall go watch th countdown agains..
cause i recorded it ytd!
woohh!!!!
jun was damn high!
kuek nn misaki also!
sam was lyk jumping ard?
LOLs...
okayys lahhs..
end here bahhs!
school reopening tmr!
damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!