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fuck!
my b'day present frm skol is.........
chemistry test!
++
service learning!
so i hab to stay back until 7pm!
ciaoz siahhs!
i've gt lyk so many dates lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!
sisters come 1st! ^^
-
im backkkkkkkkkkkk!
last post b4 chalettt!
wednesdayy~~
boring dayy...
meeting sucked.
i hate shouting commands.
i hate ppl looking down at us.
i hate ppl interrupting!
fuck off assholes!
:PPPPPPP
brief explaination of nex wed's meeting.
then was cake session!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELLIE!!!
played wib cream.
LOLs..
nn my hair stink of cake!
><
homed.

thursdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
boring dayyyyyyy`
chi lesson was doin hw.
phys was chatting?
ss was chatting nn napping.
bored!
amtahs was damn entu for me.
chionged hw by emaths.
hand in.
then nid go AVA rm.
ran to mr tan hmroom.
no ppl.
ran go pigeon hole.
then to AVA room.
ms eng sae 1st time c me nn mad run.
yes mehhs?
==
then wen cine.
makan kobayashi.
muckks manx!
then walked walked.
saw agnes low nn he guohao!
did some stalking.
LOLs!
tt my job aye?
drank coffee agains!
yupps..
then mummy kp!
><
bussed.
some cao ah bengs boarded th bus.
1st ting was 'fuck u!'
><
then im lyk transparent lyk tt one.
standing behind him then kip pushing me.
><
aft tt homed.
wen to wash th chicken wings?
LOL!
tmr chalet worhhs!
woots!
:PPPPPPPPPP!
end here bahhs.
-
I WANT YOU!

boohs!
bac to blog.
woke up superb early..
meet ah ting nn del.
then wen busstop aft skol to meet th rest.
boarded 855.
*its been so longgggggggg~*
then reach there slack awhile.
then strt race.
LOL!!!
walked abit.
yanlin kip run so fast.
then gt no choice nid catch up.
sprinted th last 100m.
except for th slope.
me dunwan fall down.
><
then aft tt award ceromony damn long.
osprey is dead.
==
haish..
muz gambatte worhhs!
then wen tpy change bus.
aft tt wen cine.
makan kfc.
aft tt wen fe.
walk walk.
bought super goth lanyard.
><
then aft tt homed.
reach home juz bang!
slp liaoz.
tiring lahhs!
nn miricle tt i will run lorhhs.
haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
btw...
those tt wanna go BBQ on 27th night plz tell me.
nid more ppl.
hahas!
end of blog post alr.
ehmm..
geog test tmr?
LOLs...
ohh talking bout ytd.
ong lay kwan exploded.
+.+
apparently she gt us out of class b4 skol ended.
wtf lahhs.
its nt tt we noe nn dunwan do.
its tt we dun noe lahhs!
...
nn i finished th test corrections liaoz lorhhs!
budoh!
anyhw scold.
nvms.
end here bahhs..
SISTERS FOREVER!!!

woke up.
due to mummy askin me some stupid questions
nn i cant gt back to slp.
called dear.
then wen her house to meet her.
walked to queenswayy~
bought my necklace.
then wen buy slipper.
walked walked.
wen anchorpoint.
walk walk.
ate th mango snow ice.
superb manx!
then walked her home.
wen cuz house.
tiring siahhs.
climb all th way up~
dang~
there's lift nn i walked one big round
nn climb up th stairs.
stupis me siahhs.
then aft tt complained bout hungryy~
called pizzahut.
stupid hotline gt me crazy.
nn aft millions of yrs....
finally gt through.
ordered.
then hab to w8 for 1hr.
dammit.
wen on9.
talk to kei halfway...
cuz comp dc.
fucks.
then cuz wanna use.
LOLs.
so jiu neva cont.
wen slp.
until ard 6++
wen down gm house.
makan.
watch tv.
nn slp wen i wanna watch th 舞临大道.
holy cows.
slp until ard 11++
then kena pulled up by daddy.
hell o!
slacked.
then walked home.
bored.
so many tings to tink about.
2nd month?
a new strt?
aiyo~~
rlly headache siahhs.
tmr gt bio test.
haven study.
tmr nid hand in bio wkst.
haven do.
tuesday gt cross country.
intending to escape.
then mayb meet kei?
hahas!
LOLs...
anws near his house mahhs.
==
nn HAPPY BIRTHDAYY AH TING!
LOLs.
sryy ahhs...
forgot ur present.
anws..
i nidda go bathe alr lahhs.
niteyys.

HAPPY FOUNDER'S DAYYYYYYYYY!
came blogging bout tdayy~
woke up at 6...
slacked up 6.15.
then chionged to busstop.
almost lateeeeeeeee.
then did flagstaff.
failed...
then wen for soccer PT.
kena lecture alr then join in~!
th guys were damn hiong lahhhhhhhhhhh!
aft tt 1st aid lecture.
then drill 3.
LOLs.
did th '____________ take over!'
LOL!
nn leong wai's slipper damn loud lahhhs!
==
nvms.
then played capture th flag.
gt all sweaty~
==
imagine running lyk crazy ppl juz for th stick!
LOL.
nn wib black shoes tt abosrb heat lyk no tmr.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then wen go flag staff agains.
flunked agains.
almost faint toos~
super sunny...
then haven drink water............
==
luckily i can hold.
if nt paiseh siahhs.
aft tt knots self study~
nt bad lahhs..
i can learn within 2hrs?
LOLs...
lesser than tt..
cause most of th time,
wendy wen abit crazy.
'MOOSE!'
LOL.
wen to put th fireman's chair knot or smth tt i tied on her head.
then th excess lashing is her 'repunzel hair'
LOL!!!
aft tt did test.
then homed?
yepps.
same bus wib wei sheng...
chatted awhile..
LOL.
he super guai lahhs..
read th notes throughout his whole bus journey.
nn miricle-ly he finished!
first aid 3 nn drill 3 siahhs!!!!!!!!
zai lahhs..
i listened to songs lorhhs..
emoed~
almost cried out.
dammit!
why is everyting me?
y do i always hab to make th diff desicion?
reach home.
drink peach shandy.
boom!
off to slp until 11++ bahhs..
super tiring!
-
chalet is tis coming fridayy!
gt ur bags packed manx!
^^
wootsssssssssss!
nn gambatte for OCBC cycling lata!!!
hahas...
nn mr mac was interviewed!
its on th newpaperrrrrrrr!
LOLs..
wib th 3 skol's names so big!
==
-
haish..
jiuminggggggggggggggg!
which 1 shld i chose?
can i live without either one?

fuck! fuck! fuck!
i swear im nt in a gd mood nw!
nbccb!
play wib me nn u'll hab to gd end!
-
wads ur fucking prob?
everyting also me.
dun u feel lyk a dog urself?!
ppl ask u do tis u do tis.
ppl ask u shuddup u shuddup.
ppl ask u toke u toke.
knn!!!!
nb lah!
plz okays!
i can chose to dun do anytink nn juz sit down there...
fuck lah!
dun make me go crazy nn rebel ok!
i'll do it!
i can skip everytink!
i dont mind.
wad do u tink i am?
ur dog?
or ur full time maid?
dun u ever dare humilate me lyk tis!
or i dun noe wad's th nex tink i'll do to u!
bastard!!
-
fine.
wednesday settle lahhs.
wah piang oei.
everyting i do.
whole ic ?
i do.
everyting also blame me lahhs.
fine.
idc alr lorhhs..
scold lahhs.
talk bout responsibility isit?
i ask u lahhs.
since wen did i neva turn up for meeting without a valid reason?
since wen am i nt doin th tings tt u sae?
[although tt makes me sound lyk a dog]
wtf is tis?
u sae all PLs nn PSs right?
bt y onli me, evan, mareen, margret, yue herng, yong qiang nn joshua nn chun keat there?
everyting also me.
kns lah!
idc alr lorhs.
-
everytink is such a dissapointment.
must as well juz dissappear frm tis world.
then everyting will go well right?!
fine.
lets c hu outlast longer.
wen im dead.
u'll die sooner or later.

assholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

im nw in th same situation as mummy before...........

dang!!

A or B?

i've asked quite alot of ppl alr.

most rpls r A's

LOLs.

bt seriously,

i've left my heart wib A!

rawrrrrrrrrrrrr!

bt tt was hw u treated me!

fuck!

almost sobbed in skol these few dayys..

stress!

++ A or B!

OMFG!

im rlly goin crazyy!

nn nexxxxxxx.

gratz lahhs..

i ended up as parade commander for founder's dayy!

ciaoz!

arghh!

plz bless me tt i won't recite th pledge rongly!

if nt i can jump down building alr lahhs.

nn pray tt chun keat's flag staff doesn't fall..

if nt will super malu lahhs!

><

loadsa tings to b done lorhhs.

tmr gt ss test.

sat nid hand in th map.

mon gt bio test nn nid hand in chi compo!

ciaoz...

flooding alr lorhhs.

more outings wib girlfriends!!

they r th onli ppl tt i'll spill my heart to!

rawr!!!

-

nn stop stalking lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!

==

assholess

==

-

A or B?!

im rlly goin crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye!

-

boy, sry ayes...

let me hab some time 1st cans?

im promise to get back to yah.

-

nn bastard!

i left my heart wib u!

can't u b a lil nicer?

-

end here bahhs.

fuck!

fuck!

fuck!

its been kinda long since i wanting to cryyy~

ass!

th 1st time was P6 wen im leavin skol.

th 2nd time was...

th 3rd time was wen i hab to do stitching.

fuck lahhs...

nn th 4th time is nw!

bastard!

chatted wib jh nn ah ting ytd.

thks lahhs.

nn thks to jh...

i kena pestered.

LOLs.

nn stop changing bf lahhs!

wtf!
1 mth lyk gt hw many bf siahhs.

haish.

woke up late todayys..

sry ah ting n del...

they w8ed for me lyk idk hw longgggggggg.

sry ahhs!

cause ytd night i slpt at only 4am.

due to some stupid asshole!!

then aft tt wen coffe shop makan.

then wen NUH.

fuck lahhs

so many ppl lorhhs..

w8ed for lyk 2hrs.

then is lyk gt alot shuai guys..

esp frm RV nn nan hua.

LOLs...

smsed del, mad nn ah ting.

LOLs..

th doc tt im originally supposed to c look lyk damien chang.

wtf lahhs!!

then th doc tt i saw was an assole.

he pulled my plaster lyk nobody bussiness!

fuck!

then c c..

lyk tt nid 55bucks!

ciaoz.

then remove stitch..

aft tt w8 for th payment.

then homed.

LOLs..

bored dayy lahhs

hahas..

chatted wib keiiiiiiiiiiiii!

his reaction was so jidong...

LOLss..

bastard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mayb...

i shld try to find ways to end my lifeeeee.

weets!

i left my heart wib u...

nn u split it into 2 wen u returned it to me.

nw its still bleeding...

as im stitching it up..

mayb i shal juz let it bleed...

F U C K!!!

shall end here bahhs..

nn sam's blog denied stalkers alr..

sad!

nn loadsa hw to b done..

fuck!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

bastardddddddddd!
i asked u whether we're still tgt...
nn ur rpl was 'idk u'.
wtf?
u wanted tis break up right?
then ur wish is granted!
i dun wish to carry tis on wen u dun even chup.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
bastard.
u'll b th most bastard guy i've ever dated!!!!!!!!!!!
bt u're th 1st guy...
tt i've put in my whole heart.
my whole heart into th relationship.
nn u slid me open in th heart.
its a big wound,
a big scar in th future.
thks for th past,
nn thks for th future.
end of relationship,
sayonara.
-
boy...
i dun tink i wanna strt another relationship lyk nw...
bt i promise tt i'll look for u if i wanna strt one.
wen im rdy for another.
nn stop making ex gan nuer crazy lahhs....
she even has problems remembering her gan mummy's name!
...
-
girlfriends r my forever loveeeeeeeeee!
thks to jh nn ah ting!
muacksssssss!
love u guys to th core!
nn del, mad, fiona, yanlin, jo nn wendyyyyyyyy toos!
shall end here...
heartbroken till next mth.
stfu bout me nn him or i'll smack till u shuddup.

yawhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!
mood is kinda gd nws!
1stly, thx girlfriend jh!
we wen skol. then tpy. then harbourfront. then vivo!
muacks!
2ndly, thks mummy nn daddy!
im finnaly able to go chalet!!!!
3rdly, erm....
ive gt my elmo cup?
hahas!
instructed to buy lahhhhhhhs.

anws.
meet delp early morning.
wen gm house there th market makan.
then skooled.
wen for auditions!!!!
okayys..
apparently,
it gt messed up!
i tink we sang too fast lahhs..
nn i wen off tune.
sry guys!
nn i tink we'll say sayonara lahhs.
we sucked compared to others.
yupps.
anws.
aft tt wen toilet change.
thks girlfriend jhhhhhhhhhhhh!
lend me slipper lahhs!
if nt i'll look super wierd.
LOLs.
then bussed to tpy.
bought my little twin star curtain.
cause mummy say tt time th npc one v. LKK.
==
changed.
bt it keep on dropping~
><
then wen harbourfront.
walked walked.
then vivo-ed.
bought my elmo cup at mini toons!
yays!!!!!!!!!!!!
hang ard awhile.
then hmed.
called mummy to talk bout chalet tings.
nn she agreed!!
woots.
muacks lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!
bt th $$ tings gt me crazyyyyyyyyyyyy!
arghhhhhhhhhh!
anws.
if u wanna go chalet can tell me.
will try to arrange.
if nt then can go escape wib me!
^^
muahahas...
although my valentines day gt messed up wibout my pretty boy...
bt i've gt my beloved girlfriends!!!!!!!
nn i LOVE them alllllllll!
-
i've seriously gt nth to say.
if u wanna break then juz say!
can u nt keep quiet nn tink tt everytink will go back to normal?!
-
FUCKING BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
ENOUGH LORHSS!
I DID WAD U TOLD ME...
NN U SAY I CANT GO MALAYSIA!
FUCK U!
NW I HATE U LAHS!
BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

im bored.
im bored.
im bored.
apparently,
ong lay kwan talks crap in class!
we were doin th maths question she gave...
then she strted talking bout bras!
wtf?!
nvms...
nn apparently she gave tons of hw!!
ms toh also...
all th maths hw!
++ chi journal.
todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
wen bmc 7-11 wib ahmahhhhhhhh nn del.
then walked to skol.
aft tt wen gib out stuffs.
sryyyyyy mummyyyyyyy!
then,
many thks to ppl hu gave me presents.
nn ppl hu wished me happy vdayy~
wen out wib girlfriendsssss!
i meant girlfriend!
jiahui lahhs~
yupps.
saw aunt nn uncle.
dang!
makan kfc a.k.a. cfk.
she eat for lyk 1/2 hr cans?
nt tt long lahhs..
bt ard there.
anws..........
-
i was w8ing for ur sms.
bt it was such a dissapointment.
fineeeeeeeee~
i haven contacted me for lyk since 7th!
nn tts one whole wk!
fine.
fine.
fine.
i feel total retard.
hw shld i sae?
am i still attached anot?!
enough of all these holy nonsense.
i'll gib u till 27/2.
no contact nn we're seperated!
fine.
dun say im cruel.
i gave u time~~
even if u were bz.
it was a whole wk.
cant u lyk even sms me once?
fine.
end of complains b4 i cant slp.
nn there goes my 'performance' tmr.

boohs!
im back yawhs!
kinda erm...bored..
skol sucked.
esp wib bitches nn bastards fucking ard.
aft skol wen queensway wib jh!
saw th fucking nice vb lahhs!
30 bucks!
dang!!!!!
deciding on it 1st!
then mayb sometime lata wanna go harbourfront c vb agains!
muahahahas~
then jh wen to sit on th children play th machine!
wthhhhh!
make me so ps lahhhs!
LOLs...
she wont gt up until i let her sit!
derhhhhs!
then aft tt walked jh to her house....
she saw her cousin!
LOLs.
dang!!
she sae he look lyk ah beng!
where gt siahhs!
=.=
haish..
nn ive gotton some 'words' frm herrr....
-
mayb wad i did was v rong~
mayb time could b rewinded~
mayb tings wont turn out lyk tis.
mayb i wouldnt have met u.
mayb i would b making ppl jealous instead of me being jealous of others.
mayb some bastards would stfu.
mayb...
mayb...
a bitch is wad my name shld b..
always breaking ppls heart.
loadsa tinking recently...
esp wen siao ehhs told me tt im tt tiongxim to kei.
wen i chose kei instead of aaron.
wen i chose B instead of A.
bt tis might bt th rong move...
th move tt will be th destiny my life, my future...
have been pondering on tis question....
'y hab i been choosing th extremes?!'
derhhs...
if u noe wad type of guys are A n B.
you would b asking me tis question too.
im sry if im th one tt splits ppls heart into 2...
boy, he ws th tiongxim type.
th type tt said 'i'll wait for you'
mayb i shldnt be so care for, so lucky.
mayb i shld b th one tt's nt stuck in tis.
mayb i shld b th one...
tt watches ppl...
nn making a fool out of myself by being jealous.
im suchh an ass!
-
freak!
i gt fucking jealous wen adrian's writing some love letters nn blah blah blah~
wthhhh!
hw i wish tt was for me...
i meant nt by adrian lahhs!
derhhs...
holy!
enough of tis...
if more gets into my head,
i'll find a cliff nn go cliff diving!
or even sky diving without a parachute!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

bastard lahhs!
stop th nonsense larhhs!
wah piang oeiii!
-
skol sucked~
ong lay kwan wen crazyy~
strted complaining lyk hells~
tis cannot tt cannot!
nn ive gt 51/100 for chi!
n1!
nex...
a maths...
5/15 for th surds..
nn 7.5/15 for th simultanious~
wtffffffffffffff!
die liaoz lohhs~
-
ytd was super bored lahhs~
gt alot of hw..
bt all dunnoe hw do~~
ended up plucking mp4 on my ear...
nn blasting th music lyk no ones business~
sobbed~
for many many reasons~~
nth muchh rlly..
dun rlly feel lyk saying them all out.
-
fucking bitch!
stfu lahhs!
funny mehhs?
everytink also laugh!
nb
pcb!
peng wei lahhs!
knn!
-
end here bahhs~
life is so meaningless~


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tis aint th correct feeling~
im strting to feel lost...
so lost without u~
tinking of wad might happen nex..
tears seem to flow easily these few dayys~
lyk nobodys bussiness~
would u b th one to stitch up my wounds?
or would i b th one splitting ur wound?
jealousy rlly kills..
ppl are enjoying while they r up at th cliff...
whereas we r a th edge of th cliff...
falling down anytime~

boohs!
im back yawhhs!
ytd was freaking happy lahhs!
1stly meet siao ehhs!
took th rong bus thks to her...
cause both 147 arrived at th same time.
then...
wen funan.
bought my LONSDALE bag for 29bucks!
then wen central.
makan long johns...
then WALKED! all th way to liang court.
juz to take a bus~
=.=
then walked to ue square somemore.
cause tt side no bus.
then walked further down...
cause ue square is heading back to bmc derhhs.
then bussed 139 to tpy.
walked aimlessly...
wen 2nd floor.
saw sam/nuh..
ran down bt lost himm~
then aft tt saw th whole band lahhs~
derhhs.
nn thks to siiao ehhs...
alot ppl kip staring at us..
then thks to my scarf alot ppl alr knew tt im ysj supporter..
bt nvms..
im oneee!
hahas...
took foto wib keiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayys~
bt i w8ed v long lahhs..
th magician kena mob!
LOLs.
*th before*

*th after*

hahas~
then i asked a retard question!
me: kenn! u biking home uhh?
kenn: uh? hw to bike?! look lyk clown arhhs?

omggg~
i swear i look retard!
aft tt bussed home...
camwhored~





signing off wib my camwhore at hme!

poof!
im backk~
hab to do some acknowledgements 1st!
thks to mr hong....
i cant go sister island!
nex...
thks to mr hong agains...
i've to go obs!
arghhhhhhh!
irritating freakkk!
--
nex scene.
LOLs.
nth much lahhs..
ytd wen fe wib jh nn del~
saw sam!!!
wib his stead nn kunio!
LOLs.
shocking lahhs...
lyk so longgggggggg neva c them alr...
i wan c keii lehhs!
==
haishhh~~
tmr goin tpy wib siao ehhs!
muahahaha~
goin funan 1st!
wanna go buyy bag!
mayb th jacket..
if hab lorhhs~
yahhs..
nn goin tpy th 2nd hand shop to look for electric guitars~
errrr...
nn looking for cheap psp slim lorhhs!
i wanna th red onee..
bt alot places neva sell alr.
haishhh~
sianxxx!
tmr goin ysj gig agains!
woots!
shall go 'mug' on wad to gt for them tmr lorhhs.
haishhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
nw gt 1 prob!
siao ehh wanna go wib her friend..
then i go for wad siahhs?!?!?!
haishhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
nn nex nex!
sam/kunio haven pass kei his presents...except for th sweets!
wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
ahhhh!
sianx!
i wanna go sister islanddddddddddddd!
><
freaking legg!
danggg!
-
btw...
tis is to stalkers!!
stop all th crappy nonsense!
nn stop spreading his foto!!!
-
nn ive juz realised tt bastards nn bitches r all ard me...
stop showing ur fucking attitude to every1!
its ur fault okayys!
nn bastards!
my name very nice to call uhh?
immature kiddos!
ohh yahhs..
nn to bitches..
stop acting innocent lahhs!
for goodness sake lorhhs!
dang!
i guess its my 1st time seening attention seeker so despo!
wtf!
-
shall end here bahhs...
'i didnt sayy any names'
therefore...tis only applies to u wen u feel guilty!

boy,
sry if ive let u down.
ive been tinking bout tis question since ytd.
nn th ans ive gt...
are juz 'im nt worthy of u'
-
y am i always th one...
th one tt splits ppl's heart into 2!

okayys...
im back into blogginggggggg~
many thks to mr adrain honggg!
ive gt 8 stiches!
gre8!
nn nw although im given mc for mondayyy...
my dad wans me to go skol!
nn nex.
my mum doesnt allow me to go sister island!
'very gd'!!!!!!!!!!
nex....
i better hope tt i wont kena ban for meeting!
><
sianx daozzz!
so much nn so much tings to do.
n nw ive to cancel my appt wib baby on sat!
to go remove stiches!
gre8!
==
derhhs.
okayys lahhs...
shall stop all th scarsim.....
hab to thank jo nn dydy, both mr tan!
nn errr...mr hong~
LOLs.
for acc me ytd.
nn of course my mummy!!!!!!!!
yahhs..
nn erm..
thanks to all for ur concern...
im..errr..kinda okayys~
hahas.
manage to finish ecplise agains~
derhhs~
nn yupps..
loadsa hw to b doneeeeee!
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1. chi journal.
2. chem wksht.
3. geo tb.
4. chi spelling.
5. chem test on tues.
6. geo test on wed.
7. e maths wb.
omgggggggggg~
so many tinggggggggs!
haishhhhh....
nn thks to th marching toos! ive gt shoulder aches!
dangggggggggg!
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baby!!!
sryy lehhs!
abt th vday tingy~
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