" Put on a fake smile "

Prelims are here. Exams once again. Sometimes I feel like skipping them, so that it saves me the fucking problem of revising and waking up early in the morning. But then again, the 2 assholes, who are my umma and appa, are trying to bribe me to at least get into a poly course so that they will sponser me for SuperShow3. /sighs

ZE:A's coming to SG soon. But the preorder of tickets ends today. /sighs Another disappointment. I'm really sorry, if only i saved up and if only they told us earlier! _l_ But no choice, for SuperShow3, I'd rather give up ZE:A. /sighs

Umma got me a Canon IXUS 105 in blue! And, I've just changed my phone recently! Yayness overload, but still...I've to admit that I was really fucking jealous when we went over to Hello! Shop. A girl, about P5~6 was getting a iPhone4! Like what the heck only!? /speechless I wonder who in the god damn mother fucking world invented 'money'?! Aish!

So far, the 1st 3 SuperShow3 concerts have been very successful ones! Glad to have been able to give live updates to our dearest ELFs.

thats all for today, shall post again after my trip to Kukoup. ^O^

If only you knew...

AIN'T YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL

Sorry stalkers, haven't have the time to update. But, I'm back once again! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ School's been really shitty. Totally hating the fact of waking up early in the morning, going to school, having lessons and extra lessons. Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE. Or should I say, FUCK THE SCHOOL? I'm grateful for my dear CLIQUE and SISTERS for encouraging me to study and even going to school. I know I may sound stupid to some of you, but I really find no meaning in studying. TSK.

Enough of my rants. SuperShow3 started today! I swear I was going crazy back at home, staring at those live updates and tweeting them. The best part was the vegetables costumes for Cooking Cooking. Eunhyuk as Beansprout, Ryeowook as Tomato and Yesung as Brocoli. *excited for SS3 SG* Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Heechul, Ryeowook and Kyuhyun took their shirts off! *nosebleeds* But what caused my heart to break was the scars on Kyu's body. I can't imagine what I'll do if that happens for SS3 SG. Kibum was there! But he was only seated at the VIP seats. :( Another disappointment. I was still hoping to see Kibum in SG. T-T

I shall end here...Off to my fanfics! (:

If only I could tell you how much you mean to me.

 ` Prom15e to 13elieve & 10ve.

CAUSE I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY DID I MAKE THE FUCKING EFFORT TO DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE ANWAYS!

How many stars in the sky?
The amount is as many as girls who has already confessed to EUNHYUK! ♥