Trying to forget you,

but you just won't leave my mind. :(

Abandoned, Im crying. It's like you left me for dead. </3

First things first, boring days at school. I bet I flunked both e & a maths. I hope not for physics. Have been screwing up homework lately. Have been stacking up a maths homework, so are chinese & social studies. Bad moodswings these few days, maybe because of him. But anyways, life has been pretty boring & meaningless. But nevertheless, life has been pretty interesting since i found some things to do. WHICH IS KP PEOPLE~~ :DD

VICTIM NO. 1: LOUIS, stop thinking that we were there as maids, cause we are not. FYI, we are doing service. campfire pit, we do. moving of those FUCKING heavy benches, we do. guarding the firepit, we do. adding firewood, we do. kena kpkb, WE ALSO DO. so...WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? since you think its easy doing all these stuffs, why not you people do it. The whole GODDAMN campfire was like SHIT! not even 1/10 compared to 23EAGLES. -,- Also, do you have to point out all the bad points in front of others? do you have to pull people down? you must be glad that it wasn't me who u pulled down. or else...IDK WTF i will do. thats all for you. please do some soul searching. (:

VICTIM NO. 2: GOH WEI CHENG, if you are so GODDAMN FUCKING unhappy with us me, stop blogging like some small kid. Just come out and talk to me, provided if you have the guts. But i doubt so, cause you don't even dare to look at me into the eye. Ohh, and what's with the 'WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO PUNISH US' attitude? You think only you have the GODDAMN FUCKING ATTITUDE?! I'm just trying not to pull those who have the potential & those who have self-disciplined people down. Don't you make me explode during meeting. Or else...IDK WTF I will do. I don't give a damn if tyh or any other teachers saw it, or even the principal. So...you had better know where you are standing and stop showing me your LANJIAO attitude. Don't try to say I've got no discipline or respect, cause my self-discipline & self-respect is way better than you do. For goodness sake, go do some soul-searching.

Alrights, enough of rantings. Have been addicted to the song 'Babysteps' by Varsity. It totally rocks! (: Also, I have written a song, with all my feelings inside. I hope someone can help me find the tune for this song. ><
 Thats all.

I'll live better than you do. (:

nothing much happened in school recently. SP open house on idk when. boring + damn tour guide went MIA. tests & tests. have been studying like some mad dog. -,- passed emaths test, failed physics test. RAWRHH! but anyways, there will be a retest idk when. but whatever lahhs. went bra basah to study with study clique! darn fun day out lahhs! :DD except for the part that the stupid macdonalds manager that cme over & chased us out. dumbdumb manager. so many people studying there then only ask us to get out. WTF!? went queensway with dear to get my tragus pierced yesterday but sad to say, my mum found out. CIAOOO! whatever. going to henry park tomorrow for camp. i think we'll be running it. :o whatever luhhs. i just hope that there won't be arrogant bastards agains.

dear, thanks for being there when i need you to. LOVEDIEYOU!

aiai, thanks for being there when im down & needs your advice. LOVEDIEYOU too!

yihui friend, thanks for being my listener. LOVEDIEYOU too!

I'll make you regret your decision.

days, weeks, months, years have passed. but nothing of what i expected. i ain't the pampered kind of girl, neither am i the perfectionist when it comes to this. maybe it's because of our differences and our way of thinking. but since being together doesn't make us happy, then letting you go would be a better option.

tonns of things happened recently, working like some no life-rs, chionging animes, chalets, meetings, outings, school start. FTW lahh!

screw this fucking bitch! come into the shop & kpkb. macham limbu dulan u die! i'll make sure you bloody fucking apologise to me. u think what? people working there are your maids ah? need serve you tea bohhs? wake up lah aunty! how old already? i scared i poke you only your bones shatter lah horh! you think GMPS sibeh dua siboh? just a piece of shyt! you want people serve you nicely then talk properly lah! macham u think you never shout people cannot hear you ah? WTF?!

anyways, i've made many new friends and we'll stay in contact alrights? :D

christmas celebration on 24th at JOY's house. steamboat, camwhore, played pool, exchanged gifts, ghost stories. christmas BBQ 2days later with relatives. suckish ttm. arrived there with cousin's friends all over. RAWRHH!! slacked, went back home to get some stuffs, chatted with aunt, IRENE & gang arrived to entertain me! :D they went cycling while i scootered all the way! WTHH!! after that, couple biked with YUKAI & WEEHAW. crazy peoples! ate abit and went off to city square. shopped awhile while waiting for mummy to knock off. had dinner & homed.

absent: IRENE, MARY & HER COUSIN.

23eagles leaders retreat aftermath. crazy days! managed to learn cycling within an hour with so many people around, but none was paying attention with what i was doing. >< willy & co. was busy trying to throw stones into the tree hole while i was trying to balance on the bike with screwed chain >< but nevertheless, i managed to learn it & went cycling with the rest of them. totally insane route for beginners, but it was FUN! ^^

managed to get 15 mosquito bites, and some sandfly-bites.

meetup with JIAHUI on 31st. slacked at her house & had some heart to heart talk. joined cousins aftermath for countdown as JIAHUI was tired. -,- boring lahhs. every year the same, find some place to watch fireworks, drive off somewhere for supper at 1++am & then home.

school started, crappy stuffs.

cut hair & tada!

see the difference? :DD

camwhores!

thats all bahhs! nites!